Hrmp! im starting to bring the past beq seyh... im starting to miss everything again.. im starting to get stress again.. im starting tofeeling soo moody for no reason again.. im starting to have no appetite to eat!!... why?! i relly feel like crying now... but hu cares anywae ryte.. i mean, im not the only one having problem, everyone else do... argh! i can take it lah... i cant stand sitting one corner thinking abt whut in my mind.. its just so wierd of me not noeing whuts my problem!! orh, whut am im rumbling about?! its just normal, i think... and i noe, the only thing i can do is put it aside , someone to acompany me and make me smile... anyone?! please, i don wan to get angry with anyone if im stress... im really sorry to those hu called me when i start shouting and feeling so moody but i did try to smile and laugh... i noe im still there, i just do but need some time to clear it all and someone to share with... im not being me now okae? i noe, im not me...isit me? or someone else? or it is me and like i said befor, im desprate or restless.. or tires..i feel so disturd thats all (!) not by anyone but by some strange feeling that landed in my poor heart..

whut is my problem??!

Conference with adleena, ifah, zainab, dian,and akit(on msn)... they make my day! haha, thanks guys.. before that talk with ____,____ and____ on da phone.. thay olso make my day.. at least theres someone to talk too!!:) better than just siting at home, nuthing better to do with those disturbing feeling... haizz.... till now : 1.40am.. im still not asleep yet.. i cant sleep now.. later need to past moneyh to brother wen he come back home to just take$10 and go out back with his fwenss.. gereq seyh.. heh-.-... uncle actually... my 18 years old uncle.. haha!! but his like my brother now, and so as my 17 yr old aunty:)) heh.. just need to waitwaitwait to get to sleep.. i don really feel well now.. got fever, caught and flu.. maybe becoz of the haevy rain .. haiz! y todae? why not during netball time which held on tomorrow? my body are all cram sia!! haiyoo!! feel lazy to go later..ignore that part.. whut to do now?? wanne hear mj12 but now in the living room ALONE! .. perhaps, i be just view like bloogies, friendster and facebook... my only hope.. haha!! im laughing alone and trust me its not funny!! :/
so, i've read each and every blog on my link list... still have not come home yet and its like : 3.05am now!! orh dear!! im soo dead for using the comp for like 5 and a half hour and everyone is fast asleep... but i think papa is awake.. i heard steps from his room.. "whutever!"
hehe... anyway, i guess i'll be acompany mysalf this morning... shazana has just offline and no one else is awake.. haiyoo!!! im so bored!! klarh thats all for today.. nuhtin more to write abt.. buhbye reader "GOODMORNING"(!)