Dear fwen
Wednesday, January 11, 2012 6:52 PM
I Admit, I MISS YOU :(
♥'SASHA'♥
Hey! Its me!! HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'ALL!! ITSS TWOZEROONETWO NOW! Meanss, My birthday in 7 days time! HEHE >.< & its 'N' level year... PTFF!!! Kk, Bye! hahaa! lol.!
♥'SASHA'♥
Hi
Friday, December 9, 2011 10:10 PM
I
Admit
Im
Bored
But
Still
I
Cool
Hidup Tak Ada Makna Yang Terus
Labels: kami tk bodoh
♥'SASHA'♥
tearing love apart
Friday, November 18, 2011 1:17 AM
okay, Basically, i was talking about my life now and before. but something went wrong and i was unable to publiish my post.. WTF.. kk, soryy GRR !
So, as i was saying just now, i was actually, saying hi to everyone and sorry for being missing in action... HAHA! okok, Theres been a Huge change right now, alot of things have been happening since i was away.. Yes, im the cute gurl, haha! named puteri elly natasha binte noor hisham who was soo sure with her lovelife before, who thinks shes an expert who can change someone into a better human being but in the end fail and now fell into the drain with lots of misery.. okokok, enough emo-ing right now. i still remember someone saying:
You cant Keep going on like this puteri, crying the hell out of you, watever it is,
life still have to go on. If he were to leave you (which had already happen), just be greatful that he have once loved you and allowed you to enter his life.. life is unfair.. seeing others having a smooth relationship while you, suffer to death..
Well, i don wan to suffer till i die.. maybe they were right, if im unhappy, and so as him, we are just not suitable for each other.. hrmmm, okay.. For now, i don know why, But somehow, i managed to get over it, though heartpain have surrounded all over my body.. ptff~
My dear Shahrulnizam bin mohamed zaini, i wouldn blame you for not being the type of person i want.. I mean everyone hav their own 'type' of person they want right.. We both Did not get what we want.. Yes, maybe we are not meant to be together. Lets together help each other to leave those memory behind and start anew.. Being back together after now, will not be a good choice anymore.. You are not the want im searching for. Hence, im just here to make you become a better person for a lady-like who can respect you in future than any minah, who cant. You are my toughest test i had for my lovelife.. Thanks for giving me the chance to love you over and over again for almost 3 times and now i have just manage to overcome my test and face the real world of how cruel can love be, how blind can they be, how selfish can the other partie be and how stupid can both lover, boy and girl be in the eyes of our friends.
[[[I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground]]]
It was writen sebesar besar alam at the top of my blog page.. Dary dulu, it has alwaes refers to you.. just you cant see it.. Facebook, Blog, Diary, Friendster, Tagged(?) Everywhere, anywebsite that i have own, hav alwaes been about you, you were in my mind like everytime.. especially went im awake, i went crazy, smilling, remembering about us. but wen we fight, all i want was, you to make me happy, as we both know, i am, the type of person who is very forgiving. Easily handled, and bully.. but deep inside, behind every smile she has been doing alot of thinking.. hiding those thoughs is not as easy as it seems, but nobody cares to dig inside and see how much she had suffered, before everything.. Her sisters, parent, loves and friend.. I admit, im a child who is lack of love(anak kurang kasih sayang).. Life is truly unfair... Its all depand on our fate.. But thank god, im still able to stand tall though ive surfered alot..
(((Guys, you must know that if a girl loved you then, chances are she still loves
you heaps now. She’s probably crying herself to sleep every night over you while
trying her hardest to keep on a happy face during the day. Most likely, she
still thinks about you all the time, everyday. She probably still sits there
imagining her future with you in it, then thinks back to the past and shatters.
Whenever something happens to her, good or bad, she’s most likely thinking of
you and wishing that she could tell you all about it. Whenever she hears a song
on the radio she’ll think of you, not only because the song reminds her of you
but also how much of her broken life right now can relate to the song. Whenever
she watches a romantic movie or sees a cute couple, hand in hand, she starts to
die a little more inside knowing that what used to be is now just a memory.
Whenever she thinks of you, she smiles, yet at the same time, she is suffering.
Although she may not show it, she is suffering a great deal of pain. She’s
suffering from remembering those happy moments that she’ll always remember but
it seemed that you’ve already forgotten. She’s afraid that you might forget her
along the way as well. On the outside, she may seem like all smiles and
laughter, but what is behind the mask is someone who knows really well how to
hide themselves. You have no idea just how much pain she is suffering. She still
hurts, because the memories of you and her are not only too hard to forget, she
also doesn’t want to forget, though sometimes she tries to forget, everything
just somehow reminds her of you all over again. She re-reads your old texts and
convos because she misses you and what used to be. She misses your hugs, she
misses your smiles. She misses you entirely. She loves you. She fell for you,
and you just watched her fall. Seriously, if you didn’t intend to catch her,
then don’t lead her on, don’t get her hopes up, cause the harder she falls for
you, the more pain she’ll end up having to go through afterwards. Don’t tell her
you love her if you don’t mean it, chances are, she might do something crazy
like believe it. For the guys reading this, know that no matter how strong a
girl may look on the outside, we all go through some sort of pain on the inside
when you leave us. And for the girls reading this, there must’ve been one boy in
particular that was on your mind the whole entire time)))
you heaps now. She’s probably crying herself to sleep every night over you while
trying her hardest to keep on a happy face during the day. Most likely, she
still thinks about you all the time, everyday. She probably still sits there
imagining her future with you in it, then thinks back to the past and shatters.
Whenever something happens to her, good or bad, she’s most likely thinking of
you and wishing that she could tell you all about it. Whenever she hears a song
on the radio she’ll think of you, not only because the song reminds her of you
but also how much of her broken life right now can relate to the song. Whenever
she watches a romantic movie or sees a cute couple, hand in hand, she starts to
die a little more inside knowing that what used to be is now just a memory.
Whenever she thinks of you, she smiles, yet at the same time, she is suffering.
Although she may not show it, she is suffering a great deal of pain. She’s
suffering from remembering those happy moments that she’ll always remember but
it seemed that you’ve already forgotten. She’s afraid that you might forget her
along the way as well. On the outside, she may seem like all smiles and
laughter, but what is behind the mask is someone who knows really well how to
hide themselves. You have no idea just how much pain she is suffering. She still
hurts, because the memories of you and her are not only too hard to forget, she
also doesn’t want to forget, though sometimes she tries to forget, everything
just somehow reminds her of you all over again. She re-reads your old texts and
convos because she misses you and what used to be. She misses your hugs, she
misses your smiles. She misses you entirely. She loves you. She fell for you,
and you just watched her fall. Seriously, if you didn’t intend to catch her,
then don’t lead her on, don’t get her hopes up, cause the harder she falls for
you, the more pain she’ll end up having to go through afterwards. Don’t tell her
you love her if you don’t mean it, chances are, she might do something crazy
like believe it. For the guys reading this, know that no matter how strong a
girl may look on the outside, we all go through some sort of pain on the inside
when you leave us. And for the girls reading this, there must’ve been one boy in
particular that was on your mind the whole entire time)))
Labels: Sabar jelah sabar adalah separuh dary iman:) ill get better in future ryte? i hope so amin
♥'SASHA'♥
im not speechless here
Tuesday, April 19, 2011 10:00 PM
I get jealouse wen i see other couples came out to be so sweet and loving.. I get jealoused seeing my fwens are having a smooth relationship.. Sometimes i also wonder, isit the him i met was the reason for all or it is me who make myself into a big mess.. Its been a freaking looong time since i hv this thought but because im easily impressed a smaall sweetness can make me forget every single thing but still tis feelings of pain will come back soon and it became worst… I admit, sometimes i feel like i nvr wan to even knw you as someone could treat me better.. I told you that before. I told you that i like the wayy how things is goin on, but u make it in another way… Wat? Am i too hard too handle?
Just a little of sweetness, lovingg, manjee is it too hardd? Smooth talk, sweet words, random kisses.. Heh<3 wen u start being angry n show me faces, harsh words, leaving me all alone i feel like… Wathehell are you duing? I remembered the day wen im sooo happy, im soo proud of you n i make that a memoriable day wen you lifted me up witout any fights eventho i made you mad, u manage to control it n eventho im in a wrong n you say in a smooth way that u are sory, i knw its my fault but a little givin in is not hard.. If u coulf do that why not now? That is why i say you’ve freaaking change.! Am i not that easy? If u where to be wit other ladylike like me, i can swear tht she will ask for brk on the spot loong ago… Its becouse you are not used to it, n ur world are way different thn mine, i can understand.. But i dun see the reason why dun you understand wat im facing???!
Yes you have not dun any of this to any of or ex thn now im telling, im amm a gurl who need a “sweet loving undrstanding guy trustworth it n someone who will share his story to me every day NO sarcustic talk, care especiaally about my feelings.. You show me this, suffers for me make me happy for one whole week to prove it, PROVE IT that you LOVE me.. Thn i knw n see ur effort in saving this relationship.. Thn i knw u are trying hard..
Patientpatient is all it need, if others can, why cant you? Now ive tell you everything, pls pls, i beg to death at least dun show my ur f attitude, n shw me full love thats the LEAST you can do… Monday is coming, pls:,( apply all the things that u knw i like it wen u do it… Ill be hoping alort bcox if u still cnt do it, i dun see the reason why i should be suffering everday wen a hav a boyfwen.. Take note : BOy-FWEn.. All i knw is that im a gurl that wants a loving boy… Weneve i say break up, its not really a BREAk the reason is i wan you to feel why am i asking for brk, wat wen wrong? Theresl was ones wen you day u will fight for my love, why aren you fighting? Your answers is, ” its your desicion? Wathehell are you saying?? I wan to hear that u dun wan, u freaking dun wan, n u still freaking love me… Is that it?
Uve read the book about my ex duing that to me, n i take backnmy words of breaking up.. Uve read it! Why are you freaking making my life miserable in just a snap of finger? I knw, u dun learn abt the way i aam.. I do.. I learn that you are hotheaded, cn be loving sometime, yes you also care for me, but u dun really care about my feelings.. You dun really trust me because i lie dometime n the reason why i lie( take note ) wenever i tell you the truth, i knw how you would react eventho i ask u to chill before hearing wat im trying to say.. U say ok, u won be angry, but u did. If you are one understanding person, i wouldn hv to lie.. U wan the truth ryte? Dun f show me attitude after i tell you somthing.. If not i won be telling you anything anymore considering that u just cant control wen im here tryimg to tell you something.. I hav a test in everything, i learn about people, i learn about wat eill happen wen this thing happen so to avoid it frm happening, i will do watever it takes.. If i were to lie pon, its not a lie, its a noble lie..
If u read this n start getting mad than i dun knw wat to say… Its a fact.. Pls baby, if you love me.. Pls, lets not fight n be in a honeymoon period like we used to.. Anything not happy, don, i repeat, dun show it lets just talk n settle it.. I swaer if u did that, i cn understand u better.. N pls dun show ur attitude to my fwens, becox im ashamed wenever they say staff that hurts me…
If u understand wat im trying to say, than alhamdullilah<3
Labels: ;(
♥'SASHA'♥
Truth out..
Sunday, January 9, 2011 3:16 PM
Seriosslyy... I kneww 2011 will turnn out to be a year with lotss off fights... with, fwenss n love especiaally... And omgg, i dunn belivee im gonne sayy this.. butt hey, i miss everybodyy so muchh... i hadd alott off funn last yearr... ALOT.... butt everthiing thing change.... If things doesnt happen to make it change, i would be smiling widee now... Goshh.. watss happening... Look, i am who i am bforee thiss butt i knww im changingg for the sake of friendship/relationship.... if i could bringg everything back in time, i will sure get beckk my happiness... Damn, i feel so cold:'(.... u noe, i knw im not the bestt personn in the world.. sometimes people expect changes but if people had fun then wat the hell, rite? I mean, ofcouse those who are sactisfied with wat they are facing now, they feels no regret... two people fightt, sure thers one stop-ing the fire... Haiss, serioslyy, i miss everyonee... I miss the fun i hadd last time... And yes, i regreted all my wrong doing ALORT :'( Maybe seeing me happy is someone's hate.. Maybe; Thats why i turn out like this.... Think about it... If only _________________
I'll stay as usuall... Missunderstanding, Missjudge, I HATEE YOU!!
Labels: Hais..
♥'SASHA'♥
Gudbyee Holieedaee heyyloww Skulingg??
Monday, January 3, 2011 10:48 PM
HeyHeyHey.. Have not updatedd for quite a long time.. but, nehmindd.. my blog is not important pon... hrmmm... Skulss startt tommorww n ive not pack a single thingg.. haha... wat-tu-duu... Ive lost my consent formm as well as my homewerkk... haha, putriputrii...30th-2nd... Wenn to changi wit Loveyy doveyy's&'Fam and get caught by sunburnn.. I bett 100% will be eased by people in skull tommrw, Hiass... Please Dun.. :/
Labels: proper post next time^^
♥'SASHA'♥
MSN
Sunday, December 5, 2010 9:59 PM
GAME 4 TODAYY...
Labels: BORING...
♥'SASHA'♥
ShahrulNizamm Binn mohamedd Zainni
Wednesday, December 1, 2010 8:23 PM
HAPPPYYY TENNN MANNSERIEEE TO USSS BHY!!! Lurvee euhh verieee muchhhh, Mmmaahhhhh
Labels: One Love♥
♥'SASHA'♥
my kaki gereqzz aree baqq!
Sunday, November 28, 2010 4:02 PM
Kaykay, HELLOHELLOWW!! enjoyy my day todayy by onlyychating with this guyss.. HEHE! they make me laugh my ass off...
K, that all, buhhbyee.. properr updatee nextt timee aitess^^ dada.......
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Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:53 PM):
HAHA KALAH SIA
imma noob
VaxyWeasly says (3:53 PM):
imma be
i says (3:53 PM):
PANDAN MUKE!
VaxyWeasly says (3:53 PM):
imma be
i says (3:53 PM):
saja uh tuh..
VaxyWeasly says (3:53 PM):
imma imma imma be
i says (3:53 PM):
gy lah..
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:54 PM):
alamak
i says (3:54 PM):
kau dah kenape vax?
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:54 PM):
game kau suma org tua tu nya
hahha
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
imma be a asshole you bitches
i says (3:54 PM):
haha!
diamm uh...
no valgerity here..
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
wtf is diam uh ?
i says (3:54 PM):
tuh pon lau aku ajerr btol..
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
pardon me
but i am english
Adleena says (3:54 PM):
?
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
aint a malay
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
dasar nigga
i says (3:55 PM):
haha!!!
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
so go back and cry to yo mama when i punch you in the nuts
i says (3:55 PM):
u guys laugh my ass out..
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
they got nuts meh 0,0
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
for you mus . down there
isays (3:55 PM):
okok!!
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
i know i have
so yeahh
hahaha
isays (3:55 PM):
OI!!!
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
for you , putri or whatever ur fking name is , urs is on the fking chest
i says (3:55 PM):
14 dec how?
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
HAHAHA
You have just sent a nudge.
Adleena says (3:55 PM):
so kecoh !
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
what about 14dec ?
Adleena says (3:55 PM):
hahah
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
nightmare
i says (3:55 PM):
-.-
VaxyWeasly says (3:56 PM):
what the hell is wrong with people !
PARDON ME
I AM NOT MALAY
SO WHAT IS KECOH
i says (3:56 PM):
stop it siahh..
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:56 PM):
bloody hell weasly
i says (3:56 PM):
OI!!
u guys make me asume tat u dun wanne go..
VaxyWeasly says (3:56 PM):
I AM HARMOINE'S BOYFRIEND ! I CAN KILL YOU ! ESPELIARMUS !
k stop
AND MORE ACTUALLY, But my compp bwatt hall, soo too bad but i bet u guys
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:53 PM):
HAHA KALAH SIA
imma noob
VaxyWeasly says (3:53 PM):
imma be
i says (3:53 PM):
PANDAN MUKE!
VaxyWeasly says (3:53 PM):
imma be
i says (3:53 PM):
saja uh tuh..
VaxyWeasly says (3:53 PM):
imma imma imma be
i says (3:53 PM):
gy lah..
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:54 PM):
alamak
i says (3:54 PM):
kau dah kenape vax?
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:54 PM):
game kau suma org tua tu nya
hahha
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
imma be a asshole you bitches
i says (3:54 PM):
haha!
diamm uh...
no valgerity here..
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
wtf is diam uh ?
i says (3:54 PM):
tuh pon lau aku ajerr btol..
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
pardon me
but i am english
Adleena says (3:54 PM):
?
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
aint a malay
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
dasar nigga
i says (3:55 PM):
haha!!!
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
so go back and cry to yo mama when i punch you in the nuts
i says (3:55 PM):
u guys laugh my ass out..
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
they got nuts meh 0,0
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
for you mus . down there
isays (3:55 PM):
okok!!
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
i know i have
so yeahh
hahaha
isays (3:55 PM):
OI!!!
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
for you , putri or whatever ur fking name is , urs is on the fking chest
i says (3:55 PM):
14 dec how?
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
HAHAHA
You have just sent a nudge.
Adleena says (3:55 PM):
so kecoh !
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
what about 14dec ?
Adleena says (3:55 PM):
hahah
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
nightmare
i says (3:55 PM):
-.-
VaxyWeasly says (3:56 PM):
what the hell is wrong with people !
PARDON ME
I AM NOT MALAY
SO WHAT IS KECOH
i says (3:56 PM):
stop it siahh..
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:56 PM):
bloody hell weasly
i says (3:56 PM):
OI!!
u guys make me asume tat u dun wanne go..
VaxyWeasly says (3:56 PM):
I AM HARMOINE'S BOYFRIEND ! I CAN KILL YOU ! ESPELIARMUS !
k stop
AND MORE ACTUALLY, But my compp bwatt hall, soo too bad but i bet u guys
are lazyy too readd itt soo, ya.... byee...
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ORH YA! Stopp itt siahh ngan '_l_' or \m/...
Mepekk seyhhh.. ERGH!
Labels: accept for some hu has drop out..
♥'SASHA'♥
:(
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 8:33 PM
Another BORING dae!Thanks nabb, ferr accompany mee playingg gamess
at leastt theress somethingg... HAisss.... Orh, andd Mus.. haha..
Class outinn tommrow, i WANT GOO...! MUST GO... dokk patt umahh
Withh no one too talk too, LIKE 'LLEH' SAKK!!!
I MISS THiS :'( IF ONLYY U WERE HERE....
Labels: :'(
♥'SASHA'♥
=(
Sunday, November 21, 2010 2:42 PM
helohelo... er, hi...... weelll, i dun noe how to start my entry todayy *weird*... hrmmm... ok, i've not been sleepingg llatelyy n not been feeling well too (demam panass!)... i've been awake sincee yesturdaee morning(7am)... my *self system* dun seems like wanthing me to go to sleep... k, mepekkk... sooo my family n i had been outdoor fromm
1+ till 6 amm in thee morning..
1am to 3am- west coastt..
3amm to 4am - marina barragee..
4am too 6am ++ mutafahh centerrr...
6am++ HOME....
7am too 1045amm- housee cleaaninggg~....
1045amm to 1135amm- Bathshowermandi...
1135am to 2pmm - scream queen(MTV)
2pmm to comp ; ?????? .........
ptfff! Storyy off myy lifee ... so, this is wat i wanne share withh euu todayy... I dunnoe whyy i feltt tooo diferent... i've been cryingg, not cryy as in CRYY buttt a sudden tearrs justt fell scrolling downn meyhh checksss.... hrmm... Maybee its because..... NEYHHH~ ok lets get this OF MY MIND......
universall studioo soonnn in decemberr <3<3<3>
stayying att homee SUCKKXSS alorttt...... i meann, 6 dayss straightt ivee been homee.. heyy! i gott a lifee too u noee.... haisss.... im boredd.. ive been reallyreally boredd at homee, thatss whyy im upsett with my selff... especially withh shahrulnizammm werkingg n kinda having some comunication breakdown latelyy... im not blaming euu darlingg.. im happyy ferr euu^^
'hrmmm,'
OKAE , I TALK ALORTT!! STOP HEREE IFF U ARE GEETINGG BOREDDD WITH MY POSTT... Just llett me writee wat ever i want here n get sactisfy wit it..
~~~~~
class outinggg on thee 233 of noveemberr... PLS guyss, plsplsplss... moree planss... :'(PLEASE!!
GREATT! noww i havee anotherr surrprizzeeeeee, thank euu ___!
D'=
Labels: HAISH
♥'SASHA'♥
N♥
Friday, November 19, 2010 4:39 PM
Okae, im just BORED.... haiss :/
Labels: :(
♥'SASHA'♥
BORED
Wednesday, November 17, 2010 11:06 PM
SELAMAT AIDILADHA
IM BORED!!!chatt withh quitee alortt of poeplee todayy onlyy.. & otp nga matt akuu...^^
Kasmanii,Zaynnabb,Diann,Muss,Fikrii,Jervoiss,Einn,Dynaa,Ifaah,Sabrina.. Shahrulnizam<3
Labels: HAISH
♥'SASHA'♥
my fwens..
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 3:20 PM
Labels: :(
♥'SASHA'♥
Story of my holiday-.-
Sunday, November 14, 2010 5:25 PM
Hey! i know, long ttime din update... lottx of things i've enjoy latee-lyy^^this november...
29 october- meet nizam siao.. to skul with nab to hand in reflaction n to kfc wit them..
1st november- Netball.... Went out with babhyboy (9th monthsariee) too jp.. Our 'wants' was too watch moviee and grapp some popcorns butt movie on tat daee are mostly ferr NC16, How pathetic can tat be?? So instead we went lepakk under the void deck.. But still i enjoy it although its just sitting n talking with eu wit some small games to playy
3rd november- Science & english remedial.. Hang out with, shahrulnizam, mat, nab & mus at gekpoh n to My homiee wit darling & mat... Haha the most unforgetable momment was when the two so call idiot hide somewaee u dun wanne noee wenn meyy faderr came...
4th november-netball & english remedial.. too kfc with ayun, nab, mus, mat n vax.. than too my crib...
8th november- netball & maths remediall.. to zainab cribs... to imm n chinese gardern with love..
Hope you loike the preasent i gave u sygg.. (in advance fer ur burfdaee) <3
9th november- science, eng & maths remediall(din attend) stay home sleep...
10th november-Maths remedial(din attend) Went to gym with, bbybhy, nab, mus, mat, vax..
11th november- too pizza hut witthh dynaa n zaynab.... n too bangla park wit bothh aan...
12 november... to jp wit nab n dyna in the morning... My cribb Celebratingg bby ayun belated burfdaee... wit water bomb andd soso.. <3<3
13th novamberr- to coursewaeee pointt wit syyg<3 align="justify">14th novemberr- sit, sleep, compp, BORINGGGG~~~~
SORYY FER THE BOHRINGG POST, GET LOST IF U HATE IT& DUN EVEN THINK ABT SPAMING!
Labels: thanks for the day people♥
♥'SASHA'♥
lovey doveyyy..
Monday, October 25, 2010 9:18 PM
EllieelliellieHeyylohww..! nuthing much to say today.. so, hang out with bbybhoyy sayee todayy..
went out at 1+?? back home before mahribb, ate maggi & onn comp right awayyy^^
First thing firstt visit meyhh facebookk &,
"♥ 3 more dae ♥
1 year luh seii . .
Ahboi Juniour & Nisha Sasha ,,
u guys should be jealous tau lgy 4 month to go . . hahahah ! :))"
1 year luh seii . .
Ahboi Juniour & Nisha Sasha ,,
u guys should be jealous tau lgy 4 month to go . . hahahah ! :))"
From 'AYUN kakakxzz'
haha, hrmmmmmmmmmmm...
The 'DYNAMY'xp.. two more dae to ur 9 monthsariee...jjust in ADVANCEE...
Happie 9th monthsariee!!
The 'Risha'3 more dae to ur 1st ANNIEVERRSARIEE!!
HAPPIIEE 1st ANNIEE!!
Takk jealousee uhh, BLUEEK!! We can, eh bhyy???
The 'NABMUSS'/'Chack&boo?'HAHA!!! 5 more daess guyss... Hrmmm,
to 7 Monthsariee?? ehh??
to 7 Monthsariee?? ehh??
haha!!!
Guess sooo.... Anywaeee... Lastt longg manusie-manusiee ini!!!!
kae, bad post, i noee... Dahh diamm
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♥'SASHA'♥
FACEBOOK
Tuesday, October 19, 2010 6:35 PM
100 Truth
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Root Bear.
2. Last phone call: Zaynabb.
3. Last text message: Shahrulnizamm<3.
4. Last song you listened to: Introducing me.
5. Last time you cried: Yesturdae.
HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Not Really.
9. Lost someone special: Neyhh.
10. Been depressed: Yes.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Baby Pink.
13. Turqoise.
14. Red.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love: ???
17. Laughed until you cried: Definitely.
18. Met someone who changed you: Neyhh..
19. Found out who your true friends were: Nope.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: YESSS, Best part to noe hu was it.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes -.-
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Approximately half on my
friend's list.
23. How many kids do you want to have: At Least 1 or 2 is enough for me.
24. Do you have any pets: Long Time Ago.
25. Do you want to change your name: Yess, Pls..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrate Wit Friends (first time)
27. What time did you wake up today: 1+ p.m
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Texting Love<3
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for next year: New Term!
30. Last time you saw your mother: Few Minute ago...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Someeting to keep to myself.
32. What are you listening to right now: Television-Spongebob.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom? nah.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: No CALL, No MSGS, Arghh!
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook and youtube.
36. What's your real name: Puteri Elly Natasha Binte Noor Hisham.
37. Nicknames: Pu3, Ellie, Natasyah, Sasha.
38. Relationship Status: Attached.
39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn.
40. Male or female?:Female-.-'
41. Elementary?: Asyakirin mosque;)
42. Middle School?: Lakeside Primary School
43. High school/college?: Pioneer secondary school.
44. Hair colour: Dark Brown.
46. Height: 161cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: NOT AT ALL^^
48: What do you like about yourself?: ___________ .
49. Piercings: tot of but neyhh.
50. Tattoos: NOO!
51. Righty or lefty: Righty0..
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nooo.
53. First piercing: Ears..
54. First best friend: Alort to mention..
55. First sport you joined: Netball..
56. First vacation: Gentenngg.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: NO.
60. Drinking: Nahhh
61. I'm about to: 'ENTAH UH' 'SPEECHLESS'..
62. Listening to: fuck u this is the third time u asked me the same question.
63. Waiting on: UR CALLS!!!.....
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Definitely.
65. Get Married?: Duhh.
66. Career?: As long i have an infinity flow of cash. big money i mean.
WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Lips.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: Neither.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic, Neither^^.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach.
73. Sensitive or loud: hrrmmm, Sensitive is cute, but irritating a lil' maybe loud..
74. Hook-up or relationship: an exclusive relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant^^ But not really...
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No Of course..
77. Drank hard liquor: Never.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
79. Sex on first date: Never B4..
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes:(
82. Been arrested: Nope.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Not Really.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Not a clue
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Haiss, i guese..
87. Miracles: no.
88. Love at first sight: Not really actually...
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: Noo.
91. Kiss on the first date: Cannt recall.
92. Angels: Yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Never b4, Never will. Im not desprate..
95. Did you sing today?: everyday anywhere.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope.
97. If you could go back in time: Idk
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: I wont go back.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: ???
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♥'SASHA'♥
somehoww
Sunday, October 17, 2010 4:30 PM
Alort of things have been running in my mind... You see, i'vee been feeling soo painn especially wen things are not the wayy as usual... mayybe it is or im justt beingg emotional... im too afraidd of wat will happen next, than again, i notice something... im starting to avoid you somehow?? Ivee been truhh tiss b4.. I noe how will i react nextt.... I noe how hard it could be but a strong feeling is trying to tell me tat im gonne lost something really precious to me.. Im really looking forward to see you catch me... Because its all depand on you.. Your moves tells me alortt...
D':
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♥'SASHA'♥
Boring POST, tak suke? Jalann swahh...
Wednesday, October 13, 2010 6:10 PM
HEYHEYHEY!!! Long time din not updatee.. ((ferr Mee uh))
Anwaee, thanks bhy fer posting tthe previos two post and awww, SO SWEETT but i miss ue more than u expected, Uknw Iknw , NABB.... Chè...
Yes ITS exam period now n yes tommorrow is the last day of examm too... Dnt & Art....
Shahrulnizam mohamed Zaini did say that i'll be changing school in sembawang ryte??
Well force alarm, NO!! The reason given was also incorract... Never pernah i say i dun wanne see ur cutee lil'face againn... Hehs... Instead i'll be only changing address n not skool, SYANG^^ Happy now?? haha, me too.. Pttf...~
Today spent time with mostly SHAHRUL n dian, rahmat & naqib... Aww, I LOVE THEM! Especially eu bbybhy, ayunn <3> Kae, dahh diamm... Byee!!// Proper post next time ladies n gentlemen.. SO SORRY fer MY Merepek entriess....
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♥'SASHA'♥
aloha!!! nizam here again!!!
Thursday, October 7, 2010 11:05 AM
aloha!!! amaciam viewers!!!!
today exam!!! so good luck...
currently at home...
2 days never meet her miss her like hell
good luck 4 ur exam sayang!!!!!
good luck too all of you too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chao!!!!!!!!!!!
♥'SASHA'♥
01 February 10
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 4:20 AM
Copy & paste
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.
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Ways To Get To A Girls Heart--
1. Hug her from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING!
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and MEAN IT!
10. Brush the hair out of her eyes
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12. Love her with all your heart.
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♥'SASHA'♥
nizam here
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 7:55 PM
hi to the viewers!!!!!!! amaciam??? haha...
erm...
nk tao ape??? PUTERI ELLY NATASHA nk tukar kolah!!!
nk tao asl???
psl....
dierh dah tk nk tengok mungke ako!.!.!...
ahhhhhhh.... so sad...
haha!!!
kalau tk suke bace blog nieq... BERAMBOS!!!!
jangan spam2... ")
kae larh nothing much to say!!!
see yah!!! ADIYOS AMIGOS!!!!
♥'SASHA'♥
HeyLowh
Thursday, September 9, 2010 11:55 PM
Holidae , NO DOWN ^^>!
I LURVE EU SYG!!!
SeLAMAt HAry RAye, MaAf ZAHIr & bAtiN!
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♥'SASHA'♥
Likess
Sunday, September 5, 2010 9:26 AM
Recent activity
- Nisha likes i love you.and that's simple.don't make things compicated!
- Nisha likes i wish all my friends lived in the same street as me
- Nisha likes MOM: if all your friends jumped off a cliff would you jump too? KID: mom, my friends arent idiots.
- Nisha likes A boy gives a girl 10 roses, 9 real and 1 fake. And he says to the girl that he'll love her, until the last ones dies...
- Nisha likes Cancel cancel cancel cancel cancel . . . Message Sent . . . Fuck my life!
- Nisha likes I hate you & then I love you..it's like I want to throw you off a cliff...then rush to the bottom to safe/catch eu...
- Nisha likes We don't talk anymore. And you know what the saddest part is? We used to talk everyday... :'(
- Nisha likes boys are so much nicer when they aren't with their friends....!
- Nisha likes When a girl is ignoring you, it's when she needs you the most.
- Nisha likes You hate me? I didn't even know you existed
- Nisha likes i always look at your page.....because i miss you :')
- Nisha likes I wish love was like volleyball, you call "MINE" and everyone backs off
- Nisha likes Dear Brain, sorry for overloading you. Dear Tummy, sorry for the butterflies. Dear Pillow, sorry for tears. Dear Heart Sorry for breaking u...
- Nisha likes A husband and wife were trying to set up a new password for their computer. Her husband put 'mypenis...' Than the wife laugh rolling on the floor because it says.. 'en error:Too short'... HAHAHA!
- Nisha likes True friendship isn't being inseparable, it's being separated and nothing changes.
- Nisha likes Real men dont love a million different women they love 1 woman a million different ways!
- Nisha likes Girl: Do u like me or not? Boy: No Girl: Then why are u with me?... Boy: You never asked me if i Love YOU....
I LURVE EU<3
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♥'SASHA'♥
I Love Eû^^
Saturday, September 4, 2010 2:55 PM
"WHAT EACH KISS MEANS"
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...
____________________________________________________
WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
____________________________________________________
ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.
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♥'SASHA'♥
Its EVERYWHERE eu noe.. Teehee ♥
Wednesday, September 1, 2010 12:00 AM
HaPPie 7th MonSAriEe
ShahrulNizam Bin Mohamed Zaini
♥♥♥
ShahrulNizam Bin Mohamed Zaini
♥♥♥
Hey bhy, I never expect to be this long before this... But it was proved that it does n i believe in it.... Thanks for everything dear.. I enjoy the time we were t'gether^^... We have alwaes been in a honeymoon period.. Lets keep that up syg... Though theres something missing, at least i had my wish since the day u come back after that 'one month'.. Pls Don leave me again.. Bhy, Promise me u won.......??
[[I LURVE EU V.MUCH BBHYBY]] !!!!!
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Boy : Ouch! Why did you hit me?
Girl : Cos I felt like it
Boy : Why did you feel like it?
Girl : Bcox Im bored...
Phone tomorrow, YESSuhhh!!
Labels: In blogger^^, Msges, On fb
♥'SASHA'♥
Sasha
Monday, August 30, 2010 9:59 PM
Currently OTP w/ Bhyby<3...
& his currently singing salakau nyer lagu apr entah the jiwang then tukar -.-'...OMG My ear gonna be sick soonn.. teehee cheyy.... ANY-O-WAE..
HAPPIE 4TH MANSARIEE TO NABMUS!! ^^
THE AUGUST BABY,
HAPPIE BELATED/ BURFDAE!^^
MUS-18TH AUGUST,
NAQIB-24TH AUGUST,
AMY-30TH AUGUST,
Enjoy my dae in the art room w/ dian, nab, sab, aiqal, ein & adika....
Its like our cabin room there..^^
while waithing fer them to come baq from chua chu kang ITE
( 0.0 pompam -.-' )
She was like : 'Woi dehnie dah o.o pmpn lmbt reply akuu...' hahaha...!!!
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♥'SASHA'♥
♥♥♥
Saturday, August 28, 2010 5:40 PM
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When girls get jealous, it's normal. But, when boys get jealous, lucky the girl he loves
Labels: proper post next time^^
♥'SASHA'♥
I Skipped Skul........
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 6:05 PM
At home & IM BORED!!
I wanne go out!!!
Bhy, Hear me, Im hurt & Im Confuse... TskTsk:'(
My everyday is almost the same... My prediction sometimes do come true especially only when i predicted it in a bad wae... The story of my life just go on n on... My story of 'idk' continues... Hey u noe wat Im not like me.. I feel like i've changed alort... In a diferent world.. The reason why is 'I DUN NOE', again:( i often wake at the middle of the night and feel the haertache badly deep inside.. My tears come haunting me almost everday.. I mean, whats goin on to me?? My mood Changed differently towards different body... Hais..All this while i've been faking.. YES, FAKE-ING! But why?? That all i want to noe.. WHYY? Bad feelig again for tomorrow.. I might at least have some laughter tmrrw thanks to the appearence of those Joker in class...^^Smile during recess, idk...? Bz after school...? I really have NO plan fer tommorw... wat? Come to skol with bbhy, Lesson time with my racial harmoony fwens in class, Get a lil' FCUKED UP during recess?? T'D REHERSEL till 7 after school?? To tusyen n Slacked... Argh! 85% of me really want to ran awwayyyy.... N i bet people will just say " GO-AHEAD "... , Thanks alort...... ARGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Get a lil Irritate by my post?? Than GET L-OS!! Wanne Spam? GO AHEAD, Be my GUEST!
TO: BOI YUSS,
Get a LIFE, u irritate me alort Today damn it-.-'
TO: RYEE,
Shut UP Leave me alone ERHH! FER GOODNESS SAKE!! lpas satu, satu...........
TO: SpammerS!!
I DUN NOE HU U ARE OR WAT U ARE BUT IF U'RE NOT HAPPY WITH ME, GO DIEE UH!
IF U REALLY WANT HIM SOO MUCH COME OUT N FCUKING SHOW URSELF, ASS!!
Saper2 Yg suke kau btol nyer nak BUNOH diri uh..
Kau dah sesat pat sini, lahtuh cari penyaket...
Bdhnyer SETAN!!!!!
Nak, Amek uh, I'll see How it goes....
!!GUD-LUCK!!
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♥'SASHA'♥
3:54 PM
I've be spendig half of my 'today' on this w/ Bbhyy...Teehee♥
Bowling, Checkers, TicTacToe 3D & uno.....
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♥'SASHA'♥
