ITS HURT

So, ya.. Shits are not the way it was here.. you noe i may be acting here.. and i may be not.. so listen here best friends.. thanks alot.. thanks for those wonderful feelings u gave me.. most of all, thanks for leaving me.. u might thing hu it is but think again.. we don talk like last time.. you don talk to me , i don talk to you, WHY? its ur answer.. Not only by the way people say its also by the way people act.. im not stupid im not lik those kindergarden student anymore.. i also have this thing call 'FEELINGS'.. And plaese don do this.. u are just giving poeple hope.. but i don really hope about this anymore.. there are no any other way.. And you, readers, don not noe wat im talking about here.. that is wat i mean by there are no hope.. things won change cos im the one who are facing this situation.. u don feel anything.. Yes, NUTHING abt this! u ma have this one particuler new fwen of yours but this is somthing new about you, trust.. im starting to have no more trust on you.. this is wat people do.. once you lost your fwens, you start to search for new fwen , once you found one, someone in tat member starts to lost their fwens.. and in gosh again and again.. wat does it calls? the circle of life.. but since its happening to me AGAIN.. im not gonne keep on falling.. trust me you don wanne noe its about you.. you are just a backstabber fwen to have a real fwen.. u were once backstab your fwen hu noe, u might done the same as me.. lagy2 in the same F#*@% situation..

im sory im not trying to burst your bubble but u are not gonne noe wat is this by all mean..

i don wan to say this.. really.. but im sick and tired of facing this F#*@% virus that burn my eyes everydae.. just forget about it... please do... i won entertain any question regarding this.. (sory to those who yng tak bersalh.. don think its really you.. u may be wrong.. like i say, it may be an act , may be NOT.. so don come find me and say, puteri wat do you mean? done make me think about this la! i really wanne noe! im not goone fwen you, eww, soo childish..well, u won noe, noONE accept ME.. so again, FORGET ABOUT IT...)