♥Pu3riξєh ξlℓίє n@ta$hA♥

Dear fwen

2012-01-11T18:52:00.003+08:00

I Admit, I MISS YOU :(

2012-01-01T08:38:00.000+08:00

Hey! Its me!! HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'ALL!!ITSS TWOZEROONETWO NOW!Meanss, My birthday in 7 days time! HEHE >.<&its 'N' level year... PTFF!!!Kk, Bye! hahaa! lol.!

Hi

2011-12-09T22:10:00.001+08:00

Admit

Bored

But

Still

Cool

Hidup Tak Ada Makna Yang Terus

tearing love apart

2011-11-18T01:17:00.021+08:00

WTF, TuLES PANJANG2 BEYH HILANG !
okay, Basically, i was talking about my life now and before. but something went wrong and i was unable to publiish my post.. WTF.. kk, soryy GRR !

So, as i was saying just now, i was actually, saying hi to everyone and sorry for being missing in action... HAHA! okok, Theres been a Huge change right now, alot of things have been happening since i was away.. Yes, im the cute gurl, haha! named puteri elly natasha binte noor hisham who was soo sure with her lovelife before, who thinks shes an expert who can change someone into a better human being but in the end fail and now fell into the drain with lots of misery.. okokok, enough emo-ing right now. i still remember someone saying:

You cant Keep going on like this puteri, crying the hell out of you, watever it is,

life still have to go on. If he were to leave you (which had already happen), just be greatful that he have once loved you and allowed you to enter his life.. life is unfair.. seeing others having a smooth relationship while you, suffer to death..

Well, i don wan to suffer till i die.. maybe they were right, if im unhappy, and so as him, we are just not suitable for each other.. hrmmm, okay.. For now, i don know why, But somehow, i managed to get over it, though heartpain have surrounded all over my body.. ptff~

My dear Shahrulnizam bin mohamed zaini, i wouldn blame you for not being the type of person i want.. I mean everyone hav their own 'type' of person they want right.. We both Did not get what we want.. Yes, maybe we are not meant to be together. Lets together help each other to leave those memory behind and start anew.. Being back together after now, will not be a good choice anymore.. You are not the want im searching for. Hence, im just here to make you become a better person for a lady-like who can respect you in future than any minah, who cant. You are my toughest test i had for my lovelife.. Thanks for giving me the chance to love you over and over again for almost 3 times and now i have just manage to overcome my test and face the real world of how cruel can love be, how blind can they be, how selfish can the other partie be and how stupid can both lover, boy and girl be in the eyes of our friends.

[[[I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground]]]

It was writen sebesar besar alam at the top of my blog page.. Dary dulu, it has alwaes refers to you.. just you cant see it.. Facebook, Blog, Diary, Friendster, Tagged(?) Everywhere, anywebsite that i have own, hav alwaes been about you, you were in my mind like everytime.. especially went im awake, i went crazy, smilling, remembering about us. but wen we fight, all i want was, you to make me happy, as we both know, i am, the type of person who is very forgiving. Easily handled, and bully.. but deep inside, behind every smile she has been doing alot of thinking.. hiding those thoughs is not as easy as it seems, but nobody cares to dig inside and see how much she had suffered, before everything.. Her sisters, parent, loves and friend.. I admit, im a child who is lack of love(anak kurang kasih sayang).. Life is truly unfair... Its all depand on our fate.. But thank god, im still able to stand tall though ive surfered alot..

(((Guys, you must know that if a girl loved you then, chances are she still loves
you heaps now. She’s probably crying herself to sleep every night over you while
trying her hardest to keep on a happy face during the day. Most likely, she
still thinks about you all the time, everyday. She probably still sits there
imagining her future with you in it, then thinks back to the past and shatters.
Whenever something happens to her, good or bad, she’s most likely thinking of
you and wishing that she could tell you all about it. Whenever she hears a song
on the radio she’ll think of you, not only because the song reminds her of you
but also how much of her broken life right now can relate to the song. Whenever
she watches a romantic movie or sees a cute couple, hand in hand, she starts to
die a little more inside knowing that what used to be is now just a memory.
Whenever she thinks of you, she smiles, yet at the same time, she is suffering.
Although she may not show it, she is suffering a great deal of pain. She’s
suffering from remembering those happy moments that she’ll always remember but
it seemed that you’ve already forgotten. She’s afraid that you might forget her
along the way as well. On the outside, she may seem like all smiles and
laughter, but what is behind the mask is someone who knows really well how to
hide themselves. You have no idea just how much pain she is suffering. She still
hurts, because the memories of you and her are not only too hard to forget, she
also doesn’t want to forget, though sometimes she tries to forget, everything
just somehow reminds her of you all over again. She re-reads your old texts and
convos because she misses you and what used to be. She misses your hugs, she
misses your smiles. She misses you entirely. She loves you. She fell for you,
and you just watched her fall. Seriously, if you didn’t intend to catch her,
then don’t lead her on, don’t get her hopes up, cause the harder she falls for
you, the more pain she’ll end up having to go through afterwards. Don’t tell her
you love her if you don’t mean it, chances are, she might do something crazy
like believe it. For the guys reading this, know that no matter how strong a
girl may look on the outside, we all go through some sort of pain on the inside
when you leave us. And for the girls reading this, there must’ve been one boy in
particular that was on your mind the whole entire time)))

im not speechless here

2011-04-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

I get jealouse wen i see other couples came out to be so sweet and loving.. I get jealoused seeing my fwens are having a smooth relationship.. Sometimes i also wonder, isit the him i met was the reason for all or it is me who make myself into a big mess.. Its been a freaking looong time since i hv this thought but because im easily impressed a smaall sweetness can make me forget every single thing but still tis feelings of pain will come back soon and it became worst… I admit, sometimes i feel like i nvr wan to even knw you as someone could treat me better.. I told you that before. I told you that i like the wayy how things is goin on, but u make it in another way… Wat? Am i too hard too handle?

Just a little of sweetness, lovingg, manjee is it too hardd? Smooth talk, sweet words, random kisses.. Heh<3 wen u start being angry n show me faces, harsh words, leaving me all alone i feel like… Wathehell are you duing? I remembered the day wen im sooo happy, im soo proud of you n i make that a memoriable day wen you lifted me up witout any fights eventho i made you mad, u manage to control it n eventho im in a wrong n you say in a smooth way that u are sory, i knw its my fault but a little givin in is not hard.. If u coulf do that why not now? That is why i say you’ve freaaking change.! Am i not that easy? If u where to be wit other ladylike like me, i can swear tht she will ask for brk on the spot loong ago… Its becouse you are not used to it, n ur world are way different thn mine, i can understand.. But i dun see the reason why dun you understand wat im facing???!

Yes you have not dun any of this to any of or ex thn now im telling, im amm a gurl who need a “sweet loving undrstanding guy trustworth it n someone who will share his story to me every day NO sarcustic talk, care especiaally about my feelings.. You show me this, suffers for me make me happy for one whole week to prove it, PROVE IT that you LOVE me.. Thn i knw n see ur effort in saving this relationship.. Thn i knw u are trying hard..

Patientpatient is all it need, if others can, why cant you? Now ive tell you everything, pls pls, i beg to death at least dun show my ur f attitude, n shw me full love thats the LEAST you can do… Monday is coming, pls:,( apply all the things that u knw i like it wen u do it… Ill be hoping alort bcox if u still cnt do it, i dun see the reason why i should be suffering everday wen a hav a boyfwen.. Take note : BOy-FWEn.. All i knw is that im a gurl that wants a loving boy… Weneve i say break up, its not really a BREAk the reason is i wan you to feel why am i asking for brk, wat wen wrong? Theresl was ones wen you day u will fight for my love, why aren you fighting? Your answers is, ” its your desicion? Wathehell are you saying?? I wan to hear that u dun wan, u freaking dun wan, n u still freaking love me… Is that it?

Uve read the book about my ex duing that to me, n i take backnmy words of breaking up.. Uve read it! Why are you freaking making my life miserable in just a snap of finger? I knw, u dun learn abt the way i aam.. I do.. I learn that you are hotheaded, cn be loving sometime, yes you also care for me, but u dun really care about my feelings.. You dun really trust me because i lie dometime n the reason why i lie( take note ) wenever i tell you the truth, i knw how you would react eventho i ask u to chill before hearing wat im trying to say.. U say ok, u won be angry, but u did. If you are one understanding person, i wouldn hv to lie.. U wan the truth ryte? Dun f show me attitude after i tell you somthing.. If not i won be telling you anything anymore considering that u just cant control wen im here tryimg to tell you something.. I hav a test in everything, i learn about people, i learn about wat eill happen wen this thing happen so to avoid it frm happening, i will do watever it takes.. If i were to lie pon, its not a lie, its a noble lie..

If u read this n start getting mad than i dun knw wat to say… Its a fact.. Pls baby, if you love me.. Pls, lets not fight n be in a honeymoon period like we used to.. Anything not happy, don, i repeat, dun show it lets just talk n settle it.. I swaer if u did that, i cn understand u better.. N pls dun show ur attitude to my fwens, becox im ashamed wenever they say staff that hurts me…

If u understand wat im trying to say, than alhamdullilah<3

Truth out..

2011-01-09T15:16:00.003+08:00

Seriosslyy... I kneww 2011 will turnn out to be a year with lotss off fights... with, fwenss n love especiaally... And omgg, i dunn belivee im gonne sayy this.. butt hey, i miss everybodyy so muchh... i hadd alott off funn last yearr... ALOT.... butt everthiing thing change.... If things doesnt happen to make it change, i would be smiling widee now... Goshh.. watss happening... Look, i am who i am bforee thiss butt i knww im changingg for the sake of friendship/relationship.... if i could bringg everything back in time, i will sure get beckk my happiness... Damn, i feel so cold:'(.... u noe, i knw im not the bestt personn in the world.. sometimes people expect changes but if people had fun then wat the hell, rite? I mean, ofcouse those who are sactisfied with wat they are facing now, they feels no regret... two people fightt, sure thers one stop-ing the fire... Haiss, serioslyy, i miss everyonee... I miss the fun i hadd last time... And yes, i regreted all my wrong doing ALORT :'( Maybe seeing me happy is someone's hate.. Maybe; Thats why i turn out like this.... Think about it... If only _________________

I'll stay as usuall... Missunderstanding, Missjudge, I HATEE YOU!!

Gudbyee Holieedaee heyyloww Skulingg??

2011-01-03T22:48:00.003+08:00

HeyHeyHey.. Have not updatedd for quite a long time.. but, nehmindd.. my blog is not important pon... hrmmm... Skulss startt tommorww n ive not pack a single thingg.. haha... wat-tu-duu... Ive lost my consent formm as well as my homewerkk... haha, putriputrii...30th-2nd... Wenn to changi wit Loveyy doveyy's&'Fam and get caught by sunburnn.. I bett 100% will be eased by people in skull tommrw, Hiass... Please Dun.. :/

MSN

2010-12-05T21:59:00.002+08:00

GAME 4 TODAYY...

ShahrulNizamm Binn mohamedd Zainni

2010-12-01T20:23:00.004+08:00

HAPPPYYY TENNN MANNSERIEEE TO USSS BHY!!!

Lurvee euhh verieee muchhhh, Mmmaahhhhh

my kaki gereqzz aree baqq!

2010-11-28T16:02:00.009+08:00

Kaykay, HELLOHELLOWW!! enjoyy my day todayy by onlyy

chating with this guyss.. HEHE! they make me laugh my ass off...

K, that all, buhhbyee.. properr updatee nextt timee aitess^^ dada.......

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Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:53 PM):
HAHA KALAH SIA
imma noob
VaxyWeasly says (3:53 PM):
imma be
i says (3:53 PM):
PANDAN MUKE!
VaxyWeasly says (3:53 PM):
imma be
i says (3:53 PM):
saja uh tuh..
VaxyWeasly says (3:53 PM):
imma imma imma be
i says (3:53 PM):
gy lah..
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:54 PM):
alamak
i says (3:54 PM):
kau dah kenape vax?
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:54 PM):
game kau suma org tua tu nya
hahha
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
imma be a asshole you bitches
i says (3:54 PM):
haha!
diamm uh...
no valgerity here..
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
wtf is diam uh ?
i says (3:54 PM):
tuh pon lau aku ajerr btol..
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
pardon me
but i am english
Adleena says (3:54 PM):
?
VaxyWeasly says (3:54 PM):
aint a malay
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
dasar nigga
i says (3:55 PM):
haha!!!
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
so go back and cry to yo mama when i punch you in the nuts
i says (3:55 PM):
u guys laugh my ass out..
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
they got nuts meh 0,0
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
for you mus . down there
isays (3:55 PM):
okok!!
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
i know i have
so yeahh
hahaha
isays (3:55 PM):
OI!!!
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
for you , putri or whatever ur fking name is , urs is on the fking chest
i says (3:55 PM):
14 dec how?
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
HAHAHA

You have just sent a nudge.

Adleena says (3:55 PM):
so kecoh !
VaxyWeasly says (3:55 PM):
what about 14dec ?
Adleena says (3:55 PM):
hahah
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:55 PM):
nightmare
i says (3:55 PM):
-.-
VaxyWeasly says (3:56 PM):
what the hell is wrong with people !
PARDON ME
I AM NOT MALAY
SO WHAT IS KECOH
i says (3:56 PM):
stop it siahh..
Musbelooooooooooooo says (3:56 PM):
bloody hell weasly
i says (3:56 PM):
OI!!
u guys make me asume tat u dun wanne go..
VaxyWeasly says (3:56 PM):
I AM HARMOINE'S BOYFRIEND ! I CAN KILL YOU ! ESPELIARMUS !
k stop

AND MORE ACTUALLY, But my compp bwatt hall, soo too bad but i bet u guys

are lazyy too readd itt soo, ya.... byee...
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ORH YA! Stopp itt siahh ngan '_l_' or \m/...

Mepekk seyhhh.. ERGH!

:(

2010-11-24T20:33:00.005+08:00

Another BORING dae!

Thanks nabb, ferr accompany mee playingg gamess

at leastt theress somethingg... HAisss.... Orh, andd Mus.. haha..

Class outinn tommrow, i WANT GOO...! MUST GO... dokk patt umahh

Withh no one too talk too, LIKE 'LLEH' SAKK!!!

I MISS THiS :'( IF ONLYY U WERE HERE....
F~~@#K~~ ~~EU! IM FREAKING MAD AT YOU!s>~~

=(

2010-11-21T14:42:00.005+08:00

helohelo... er, hi...... weelll, i dun noe how to start my entry todayy *weird*... hrmmm... ok, i've not been sleepingg llatelyy n not been feeling well too (demam panass!)... i've been awake sincee yesturdaee morning(7am)... my *self system* dun seems like wanthing me to go to sleep... k, mepekkk... sooo my family n i had been outdoor fromm

1+ till 6 amm in thee morning..

1am to 3am- west coastt..

3amm to 4am - marina barragee..

4am too 6am ++ mutafahh centerrr...

6am++ HOME....

7am too 1045amm- housee cleaaninggg~....

1045amm to 1135amm- Bathshowermandi...

1135am to 2pmm - scream queen(MTV)

2pmm to comp ; ?????? .........

ptfff! Storyy off myy lifee ... so, this is wat i wanne share withh euu todayy... I dunnoe whyy i feltt tooo diferent... i've been cryingg, not cryy as in CRYY buttt a sudden tearrs justt fell scrolling downn meyhh checksss.... hrmm... Maybee its because..... NEYHHH~ ok lets get this OF MY MIND......

universall studioo soonnn in decemberr <3<3<3>

stayying att homee SUCKKXSS alorttt...... i meann, 6 dayss straightt ivee been homee.. heyy! i gott a lifee too u noee.... haisss.... im boredd.. ive been reallyreally boredd at homee, thatss whyy im upsett with my selff... especially withh shahrulnizammm werkingg n kinda having some comunication breakdown latelyy... im not blaming euu darlingg.. im happyy ferr euu^^

'hrmmm,'

OKAE , I TALK ALORTT!! STOP HEREE IFF U ARE GEETINGG BOREDDD WITH MY POSTT... Just llett me writee wat ever i want here n get sactisfy wit it..

~~~~~

class outinggg on thee 233 of noveemberr... PLS guyss, plsplsplss... moree planss... :'(PLEASE!!

GREATT! noww i havee anotherr surrprizzeeeeee, thank euu ___!

D'=

N♥

2010-11-19T16:39:00.002+08:00

Okae, im just BORED.... haiss :/

BORED

2010-11-17T23:06:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT AIDILADHA

IM BORED!!!

chatt withh quitee alortt of poeplee todayy onlyy.. & otp nga matt akuu...^^

Kasmanii,Zaynnabb,Diann,Muss,Fikrii,Jervoiss,Einn,Dynaa,Ifaah,Sabrina.. Shahrulnizam<3

my fwens..

2010-11-16T15:20:00.001+08:00

Story of my holiday-.-

2010-11-14T17:25:00.007+08:00

Hey! i know, long ttime din update... lottx of things i've enjoy latee-lyy^^

this november...

29 october- meet nizam siao.. to skul with nab to hand in reflaction n to kfc wit them..

1st november- Netball.... Went out with babhyboy (9th monthsariee) too jp.. Our 'wants' was too watch moviee and grapp some popcorns butt movie on tat daee are mostly ferr NC16, How pathetic can tat be?? So instead we went lepakk under the void deck.. But still i enjoy it although its just sitting n talking with eu wit some small games to playy

3rd november- Science & english remedial.. Hang out with, shahrulnizam, mat, nab & mus at gekpoh n to My homiee wit darling & mat... Haha the most unforgetable momment was when the two so call idiot hide somewaee u dun wanne noee wenn meyy faderr came...

4th november-netball & english remedial.. too kfc with ayun, nab, mus, mat n vax.. than too my crib...

8th november- netball & maths remediall.. to zainab cribs... to imm n chinese gardern with love..

Hope you loike the preasent i gave u sygg.. (in advance fer ur burfdaee) <3

9th november- science, eng & maths remediall(din attend) stay home sleep...

10th november-Maths remedial(din attend) Went to gym with, bbybhy, nab, mus, mat, vax..

11th november- too pizza hut witthh dynaa n zaynab.... n too bangla park wit bothh aan...

12 november... to jp wit nab n dyna in the morning... My cribb Celebratingg bby ayun belated burfdaee... wit water bomb andd soso.. <3<3

13th novamberr- to coursewaeee pointt wit syyg<3 align="justify">14th novemberr- sit, sleep, compp, BORINGGGG~~~~

SORYY FER THE BOHRINGG POST, GET LOST IF U HATE IT& DUN EVEN THINK ABT SPAMING!

lovey doveyyy..

2010-10-25T21:18:00.004+08:00

Ellieelliellie

Heyylohww..! nuthing much to say today.. so, hang out with bbybhoyy sayee todayy..

went out at 1+?? back home before mahribb, ate maggi & onn comp right awayyy^^

First thing firstt visit meyhh facebookk &,

"♥ 3 more dae ♥
1 year luh seii . .
Ahboi Juniour & Nisha Sasha ,,
u guys should be jealous tau lgy 4 month to go . . hahahah ! :))"

From 'AYUN kakakxzz'

haha, hrmmmmmmmmmmm...

The 'DYNAMY'xp.. two more dae to ur 9 monthsariee...

jjust in ADVANCEE...

Happie 9th monthsariee!!

The 'Risha'

3 more dae to ur 1st ANNIEVERRSARIEE!!

HAPPIIEE 1st ANNIEE!!

Takk jealousee uhh, BLUEEK!! We can, eh bhyy???

The 'NABMUSS'/'Chack&boo?'

HAHA!!! 5 more daess guyss... Hrmmm,
to 7 Monthsariee?? ehh??

haha!!!

Guess sooo.... Anywaeee... Lastt longg manusie-manusiee ini!!!!

kae, bad post, i noee... Dahh diamm

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2010-10-19T18:35:00.002+08:00

100 Truth

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Root Bear.

2. Last phone call: Zaynabb.

3. Last text message: Shahrulnizamm<3.

4. Last song you listened to: Introducing me.

5. Last time you cried: Yesturdae.

HAVE YOU EVER:

7. Been cheated on: Yes.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Not Really.

9. Lost someone special: Neyhh.

10. Been depressed: Yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up: Never.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Baby Pink.

13. Turqoise.

14. Red.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: Yes.

16. Fallen out of love: ???

17. Laughed until you cried: Definitely.

18. Met someone who changed you: Neyhh..

19. Found out who your true friends were: Nope.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: YESSS, Best part to noe hu was it.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes -.-

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Approximately half on my
friend's list.

23. How many kids do you want to have: At Least 1 or 2 is enough for me.

24. Do you have any pets: Long Time Ago.

25. Do you want to change your name: Yess, Pls..

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrate Wit Friends (first time)

27. What time did you wake up today: 1+ p.m

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Texting Love<3

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for next year: New Term!

30. Last time you saw your mother: Few Minute ago...

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Someeting to keep to myself.

32. What are you listening to right now: Television-Spongebob.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom? nah.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: No CALL, No MSGS, Arghh!

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook and youtube.

36. What's your real name: Puteri Elly Natasha Binte Noor Hisham.

37. Nicknames: Pu3, Ellie, Natasyah, Sasha.

38. Relationship Status: Attached.

39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn.

40. Male or female?:Female-.-'

41. Elementary?: Asyakirin mosque;)

42. Middle School?: Lakeside Primary School

43. High school/college?: Pioneer secondary school.

44. Hair colour: Dark Brown.

46. Height: 161cm.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: NOT AT ALL^^

48: What do you like about yourself?: ___________ .

49. Piercings: tot of but neyhh.

50. Tattoos: NOO!

51. Righty or lefty: Righty0..

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: Nooo.

53. First piercing: Ears..

54. First best friend: Alort to mention..

55. First sport you joined: Netball..

56. First vacation: Gentenngg.

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: NO.

60. Drinking: Nahhh

61. I'm about to: 'ENTAH UH' 'SPEECHLESS'..

62. Listening to: fuck u this is the third time u asked me the same question.

63. Waiting on: UR CALLS!!!.....

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: Definitely.

65. Get Married?: Duhh.

66. Career?: As long i have an infinity flow of cash. big money i mean.

WHICH IS BETTER

67. Lips or eyes: Lips.

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller: taller.

70. Older or Younger: Neither.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic, Neither^^.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach.

73. Sensitive or loud: hrrmmm, Sensitive is cute, but irritating a lil' maybe loud..

74. Hook-up or relationship: an exclusive relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant^^ But not really...

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: No Of course..

77. Drank hard liquor: Never.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.

79. Sex on first date: Never B4..

80. Broken someone's heart: Yes:(

82. Been arrested: Nope.

83. Turned someone down: Yes.

84. Cried when someone died: Not Really.

85. Fallen for a friend?: Not a clue

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Haiss, i guese..

87. Miracles: no.

88. Love at first sight: Not really actually...

89. Heaven: Yes.

90. Santa Claus: Noo.

91. Kiss on the first date: Cannt recall.

92. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Never b4, Never will. Im not desprate..

95. Did you sing today?: everyday anywhere.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope.

97. If you could go back in time: Idk

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: I wont go back.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: ???

somehoww

2010-10-17T16:30:00.003+08:00

Alort of things have been running in my mind... You see, i'vee been feeling soo painn especially wen things are not the wayy as usual... mayybe it is or im justt beingg emotional... im too afraidd of wat will happen next, than again, i notice something... im starting to avoid you somehow?? Ivee been truhh tiss b4.. I noe how will i react nextt.... I noe how hard it could be but a strong feeling is trying to tell me tat im gonne lost something really precious to me.. Im really looking forward to see you catch me... Because its all depand on you.. Your moves tells me alortt...

D':

Boring POST, tak suke? Jalann swahh...

2010-10-13T18:10:00.008+08:00

HEYHEYHEY!!! Long time din not updatee.. ((ferr Mee uh))

Anwaee, thanks bhy fer posting tthe previos two post and awww, SO SWEETT but i miss ue more than u expected, Uknw Iknw , NABB.... Chè...

Yes ITS exam period now n yes tommorrow is the last day of examm too... Dnt & Art....

Shahrulnizam mohamed Zaini did say that i'll be changing school in sembawang ryte??

Well force alarm, NO!! The reason given was also incorract... Never pernah i say i dun wanne see ur cutee lil'face againn... Hehs... Instead i'll be only changing address n not skool, SYANG^^ Happy now?? haha, me too.. Pttf...~

Today spent time with mostly SHAHRUL n dian, rahmat & naqib... Aww, I LOVE THEM! Especially eu bbybhy, ayunn <3> Kae, dahh diamm... Byee!!// Proper post next time ladies n gentlemen.. SO SORRY fer MY Merepek entriess....

aloha!!! nizam here again!!!

2010-10-07T11:05:00.001+08:00

aloha!!! amaciam viewers!!!!

today exam!!! so good luck...

currently at home...

2 days never meet her miss her like hell

good luck 4 ur exam sayang!!!!!

good luck too all of you too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chao!!!!!!!!!!!

01 February 10

2010-09-28T04:20:00.008+08:00

Copy & paste

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.
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Ways To Get To A Girls Heart--

1. Hug her from behind.

2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.

3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.

4. Cuddle with her.

5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING!

6. Write little notes.

7. Compliment her.

8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

9. Say I love you.....and MEAN IT!

10. Brush the hair out of her eyes

11. Comfort her when she cries.

12. Love her with all your heart.

nizam here

2010-09-15T19:55:00.003+08:00

hi to the viewers!!!!!!! amaciam??? haha...

erm...

nk tao ape??? PUTERI ELLY NATASHA nk tukar kolah!!!

nk tao asl???

psl....

dierh dah tk nk tengok mungke ako!.!.!...

ahhhhhhh.... so sad...

haha!!!

kalau tk suke bace blog nieq... BERAMBOS!!!!

jangan spam2... ")

kae larh nothing much to say!!!

see yah!!! ADIYOS AMIGOS!!!!

HeyLowh

2010-09-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

Holidae , NO DOWN ^^>!

I LURVE EU SYG!!!

SeLAMAt HAry RAye, MaAf ZAHIr & bAtiN!

Likess

2010-09-05T09:26:00.005+08:00

Recent activity

Nisha likes i love you.and that's simple.don't make things compicated!
Nisha likes i wish all my friends lived in the same street as me
Nisha likes MOM: if all your friends jumped off a cliff would you jump too? KID: mom, my friends arent idiots.
Nisha likes A boy gives a girl 10 roses, 9 real and 1 fake. And he says to the girl that he'll love her, until the last ones dies...
Nisha likes Cancel cancel cancel cancel cancel . . . Message Sent . . . Fuck my life!
Nisha likes I hate you & then I love you..it's like I want to throw you off a cliff...then rush to the bottom to safe/catch eu...
Nisha likes We don't talk anymore. And you know what the saddest part is? We used to talk everyday... :'(
Nisha likes boys are so much nicer when they aren't with their friends....!
Nisha likes When a girl is ignoring you, it's when she needs you the most.
Nisha likes You hate me? I didn't even know you existed
Nisha likes i always look at your page.....because i miss you :')
Nisha likes I wish love was like volleyball, you call "MINE" and everyone backs off
Nisha likes Dear Brain, sorry for overloading you. Dear Tummy, sorry for the butterflies. Dear Pillow, sorry for tears. Dear Heart Sorry for breaking u...
Nisha likes A husband and wife were trying to set up a new password for their computer. Her husband put 'mypenis...' Than the wife laugh rolling on the floor because it says.. 'en error:Too short'... HAHAHA!
Nisha likes True friendship isn't being inseparable, it's being separated and nothing changes.
Nisha likes Real men dont love a million different women they love 1 woman a million different ways!
Nisha likes Girl: Do u like me or not? Boy: No Girl: Then why are u with me?... Boy: You never asked me if i Love YOU....

I LURVE EU<3

I Love Eû^^

2010-09-04T14:55:00.002+08:00

"WHAT EACH KISS MEANS"
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...
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WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
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ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.

Its EVERYWHERE eu noe.. Teehee ♥

2010-09-01T00:00:00.006+08:00

HaPPie 7th MonSAriEe
ShahrulNizam Bin Mohamed Zaini
♥♥♥

Hey bhy, I never expect to be this long before this... But it was proved that it does n i believe in it.... Thanks for everything dear.. I enjoy the time we were t'gether^^... We have alwaes been in a honeymoon period.. Lets keep that up syg... Though theres something missing, at least i had my wish since the day u come back after that 'one month'.. Pls Don leave me again.. Bhy, Promise me u won.......??

[[I LURVE EU V.MUCH BBHYBY]] !!!!!

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Boy : Ouch! Why did you hit me?

Girl : Cos I felt like it

Boy : Why did you feel like it?

Girl : Bcox Im bored...

Phone tomorrow, YESSuhhh!!

Sasha

2010-08-30T21:59:00.007+08:00

Currently OTP w/ Bhyby<3...

& his currently singing salakau nyer lagu apr entah the jiwang then tukar -.-'...OMG My ear gonna be sick soonn.. teehee cheyy.... ANY-O-WAE..

HAPPIE 4TH MANSARIEE TO NABMUS!! ^^

THE AUGUST BABY,

HAPPIE BELATED/ BURFDAE!^^

MUS-18TH AUGUST,

NAQIB-24TH AUGUST,

AMY-30TH AUGUST,

Enjoy my dae in the art room w/ dian, nab, sab, aiqal, ein & adika....

Its like our cabin room there..^^

while waithing fer them to come baq from chua chu kang ITE

( 0.0 pompam -.-' )

She was like : 'Woi dehnie dah o.o pmpn lmbt reply akuu...' hahaha...!!!

♥♥♥

2010-08-28T17:40:00.011+08:00

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' ... ♥ ...' ' ... ♥ ...'' ... ♥ ...'

" . "----" . "---" . "

, - . . - .
' ... ♥ ... '

" . "

, - . . - .
' ... ♥ ... '

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When girls get jealous, it's normal. But, when boys get jealous, lucky the girl he loves

I Skipped Skul........

2010-08-25T18:05:00.007+08:00

At home & IM BORED!!

I wanne go out!!!

Bhy, Hear me, Im hurt & Im Confuse... TskTsk:'(

My everyday is almost the same... My prediction sometimes do come true especially only when i predicted it in a bad wae... The story of my life just go on n on... My story of 'idk' continues... Hey u noe wat Im not like me.. I feel like i've changed alort... In a diferent world.. The reason why is 'I DUN NOE', again:( i often wake at the middle of the night and feel the haertache badly deep inside.. My tears come haunting me almost everday.. I mean, whats goin on to me?? My mood Changed differently towards different body... Hais..All this while i've been faking.. YES, FAKE-ING! But why?? That all i want to noe.. WHYY? Bad feelig again for tomorrow.. I might at least have some laughter tmrrw thanks to the appearence of those Joker in class...^^Smile during recess, idk...? Bz after school...? I really have NO plan fer tommorw... wat? Come to skol with bbhy, Lesson time with my racial harmoony fwens in class, Get a lil' FCUKED UP during recess?? T'D REHERSEL till 7 after school?? To tusyen n Slacked... Argh! 85% of me really want to ran awwayyyy.... N i bet people will just say " GO-AHEAD "... , Thanks alort...... ARGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Get a lil Irritate by my post?? Than GET L-OS!! Wanne Spam? GO AHEAD, Be my GUEST!

TO: BOI YUSS,

Get a LIFE, u irritate me alort Today damn it-.-'

TO: RYEE,

Shut UP Leave me alone ERHH! FER GOODNESS SAKE!! lpas satu, satu...........

TO: SpammerS!!

I DUN NOE HU U ARE OR WAT U ARE BUT IF U'RE NOT HAPPY WITH ME, GO DIEE UH!

IF U REALLY WANT HIM SOO MUCH COME OUT N FCUKING SHOW URSELF, ASS!!

Saper2 Yg suke kau btol nyer nak BUNOH diri uh..

Kau dah sesat pat sini, lahtuh cari penyaket...

Bdhnyer SETAN!!!!!

Nak, Amek uh, I'll see How it goes....

!!GUD-LUCK!!

At homie

2010-08-25T15:54:00.007+08:00

I've be spendig half of my 'today' on this w/ Bbhyy...

Teehee♥

Bowling, Checkers, TicTacToe 3D & uno.....

^^)

2010-08-24T19:25:00.005+08:00

RECENT ACTIVITY

Nisha likes I love listening to lies when i know the truth on...
Nisha likes No calls, no texts, nothing ... but i'm still here thinking about you like mad♥.
Nisha likes MY attitude is based on how you treat me !!..=)
Nisha likes join if u miss someone right now :'(
Nisha likes That 1 boy you probably will never loose feelings for ♥ :/
Nisha likes i-dont-care-if-you-hate-me-i-dont-live-to-fucking-please-you
Nisha likes Once-I-start-hating-someone-EVERYTHING-they-do-is-irritating-to-me
Nisha likes i love spendin time with you even if its just sittin and talkin :) ♥
Nisha likes If I say "I love you", then I mean it.
Nisha likes Baby I miss u ♥
Nisha likes Let's flip a coin, Heads you're mine :) Tails im yurs:)
Nisha likes I am over you!...... until I see your face.
Nisha likes Sleeping in school without getting caught ☯..

Tumblr..

2010-08-15T18:09:00.006+08:00

1.One & Only.
Your girlfriend should be your one and only. Make her feel special, k guys? You’re lucky to have her even if she’s lucky to have you too. We know there are prettier out there but we like feeling as if we’re the only beautiful one in your eyes, and the only one you see.

2.“Ladies first.”
No. That rule doesn’t apply to communication. Don’t wait for her call, text, IM, why don’t you try talking to her first for a change ? It’s thoughtful and sweet if a guy can actually do that.

3.Surprise her.
You don’t have to drive an hour to her house at 3 a.m. to set off her name in fireworks in front of her window, but the little things are big things. A simple, good morning text, is more powerful than you think.

4.What insecurities?
For the love of god, all girls have insecurities. Please don’t point them out. For example, today I was looking at food and my boyfriend said “You eat a lot. You probably could beat me at a buffet.” WHAT. THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU SAY. Also, let her be herself. If she’s having a bad hair day, don’t make fun of her if it’s hurtful. Let her wear sweatpants and still feel pretty damn cute around you, even when she’s not looking her best.

5.Act the same around your friends.
You’re not a real man if you completely blow off your girl in front of your homeboys. When you’re going to hang out with her & your friends you better not run off and leave her standing there to greet them like WUDDUPPP GUYSSS.. NO, you better at least walk with her and introduce her to them if you haven’t already. If you walk with her hand in hand, she’ll love it.

6.When she’s mad.
Dude, you better try and get her back. Chase her, whatever it is, don’t let her walk away when she’s mad at you. It shows you don’t care enough to go after her. Don’t let her go.

7.Maintain.
If you did a bunch of cute things with her before, try and keep it up. You don’t have to go all out everyday for her, but don’t stop completely just because you got her already.

8. Honesty.
If you lie to her, you’re going to have one hell of a time regaining that trust because she’ll start questioning everything you’ve said or done for her, no matter how small that lie was. Fess up or get lost.

9.Trust.
If your girl really doesn’t like one of your friends, trust, she has good reason to. Girls’ intuition -shrug- So don’t go hanging with your homegirl all the time if you know your girlfriend doesn’t like that bitch. She usually won’t hate for no reason. Respect her.

10.Love her.
That’s all.

...

2010-08-15T16:44:00.007+08:00

...

If You Were Given Two Choices, What Will You Choose??

To Be Hurt Or To Die Slowly??

< / 3

2010-08-14T16:42:00.006+08:00

Haissss, D':

~~Bhy i need your trust.. Pls tats all tats missing..~~

~~I noe wat im duing.. I'll promise to make it up..~~

~~I LOVE YOU BHY:( Sory abt yestdy, haissssss~~

~13082010~

<3>

Homie Wit Nab,Dian,Koko,Amirul,Rahmat,Mus & syg...

Carpark.. Then, Dreadful evening alone under blk...

Yknw Iknw guys :'(

6:45 Home

Pls Eh... Haisss...

2010-08-11T21:44:00.007+08:00

HEYHEYHEY, Have not been updating blog now a daes due to my lazyness...

Anw, Blog will soon be dead, i think..... Or i'll be updating only wen i have any idea too...

Or uh, pls eh.. stop giving example to make it not obvios wen the fact is, it is...

TELL ME, What Do You Want??? Tho u said all those nice words to me u'ld still talked behind of my back... I should'n hav belive in u in the first place.. Wow, You surprized me.....

And eh AKU TAKDE NIAT NAK CURI KAWAN KAU UH... Why do u have to be jealous wen im the wan who built them up n losing them... Pls keep it to urself n take goood care of it.. i nooe them better... Skarang kau ckp aku mrepek... Psl nk tinggal nie semuer which i did for ur own sake.... If u did the same, i'll be the ferst person to give baq ur word... ^^

BYE!

P/s: You're on ur own... u'll never noe wats behind pluto..

(If only theres no jealousy occurs.. We dun even have the TRUST towards our own FWENS whom we dah kenal lamer... What hppn??)

^^)

2010-08-01T12:36:00.003+08:00

Thats not my hat^^

Dad: can i pass through here?? just to get through to the beach...

security: sory2 cannot..

Dad: Nono, just for awhile...

Security: cannot2.. go by the other side..

Dad: haiya, stupid uh....

Security: What stupid?! u dun call me stupid!

Dad: im not calling u stupid, i just say stupid, not YOU stupid...

Security: Ah! FcuK u LA!!
Dad: EH! i dun fcuk u, u dun fcuk me uh!! i dun fcuk u, u dun fcuk me uh!!

u security u noe, how can u say that to me.. !? wheres ur manager?!

Security: :-#

AHA!!!
I'll be having my OWN room soon hehe!!!
The funniest part since my relative from beljiem came to singapoe is when
EVERYONE SPEAKS
BROKEN ENGLISH AT HOME.. aha!

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HAPPIE 6TH MONTHSARY
NATASHANIZAMNISHA<<33!!!

I LOVE YOU, BHY!!

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2010-07-31T23:13:00.007+08:00

Haiss, dun do this "( pls.......
To ____: Pls, talk to him.... dun do this or u'll regrat... trust me...
u just have to be strong wit it ....maybe he really does have a problem..
give him time okae... sooner or later u'll be alrught if u'would just give
hime timen tell him how u would feel... N maybe wen he is done with
his silent, he'll eventually come back n explain.... talk to him, ____...

To _____ : hey, she have been telling me tat she miss u so much... u took
1 hour to reply he msgs... haiss... u have problem, pls do talk to her...
she misses u soo much... If u doo spare a thought for her, why use this time
talk to her wen u have the chances too... u noe u don usually free for tis, but
now u noe u doo.... talk to her, _____...

CHEER UP GUYS^^)

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2010-07-28T21:38:00.005+08:00

<< / 33

Proper post next time..

Copied from EINA's BLOG.........

2010-07-27T19:50:00.003+08:00

Guys, you must know that if a girl loved you then, chances are she still loves you heaps now. She’s probably crying herself to sleep every night over you while trying her hardest to keep on a happy face during the day. Most likely, she still thinks about you all the time, everyday. She probably still sits there imagining her future with you in it, then thinks back to the past and shatters. Whenever something happens to her, good or bad, she’s most likely thinking of you and wishing that she could tell you all about it. Whenever she hears a song on the radio she’ll think of you, not only because the song reminds her of you but also how much of her broken life right now can relate to the song. Whenever she watches a romantic movie or sees a cute couple, hand in hand, she starts to die a little more inside knowing that what used to be is now just a memory. Whenever she thinks of you, she smiles, yet at the same time, she is suffering. Although she may not show it, she is suffering a great deal of pain. She’s suffering from remembering those happy moments that she’ll always remember but it seemed that you’ve already forgotten. She’s afraid that you might forget her along the way as well. On the outside, she may seem like all smiles and laughter, but what is behind the mask is someone who knows really well how to hide themselves. You have no idea just how much pain she is suffering. She still hurts, because the memories of you and her are not only too hard to forget, she also doesn’t want to forget, though sometimes she tries to forget, everything just somehow reminds her of you all over again. She re-reads your old texts and convos because she misses you and what used to be. She misses your hugs, she misses your smiles. She misses you entirely. She loves you. She fell for you, and you just watched her fall. Seriously, if you didn’t intend to catch her, then don’t lead her on, don’t get her hopes up, cause the harder she falls for you, the more pain she’ll end up having to go through afterwards. Don’t tell her you love her if you don’t mean it, chances are, she might do something crazy like believe it. For the guys reading this, know that no matter how strong a girl may look on the outside, we all go through some sort of pain on the inside when you leave us. And for the girls reading this, there must’ve been one boy in particular that was on your mind the whole entire time.

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Two ThUMBS Up for this post....

Young love : Hurts..
Sex : hurts...
Birth-ing: Hurts..

Is that HER everything???

2010-07-21T16:22:00.002+08:00

AKU BENCI KAU, 100%!

DEAD BLOGG??????

2010-07-14T22:14:00.003+08:00

YOU'LL DIE,

3 weeks WITOUT food,

3 days WITOUT water,

3 minutes WITOUT breath,

I'LL DIE,

Tr(i)agically WITOUT ur 3 WORD.......

2010-07-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

ISH ! Tawu aku tak KOPEK tepong yg ader pat rambot aku.....

Pedeyh SIA Bile Mandi...!!!

:D - :) - :l - :( - :'( - T T

2010-07-08T19:32:00.009+08:00

Went back from meeting dian, ifah & the rest.. I was not quite in a mood , Yknw Iknw Dian & Ifah... surposing theres tusyen NOW.. But takpe lah.. will be there laate... pergi lambat, balek lambat uh x/...... Dian was not in a mood during school time out of a sudden.. Butt AT LEAST Dpat to make her KETAWE SIKET..... So, i slept alort during class period today, Mcm Biase... Went to meet Nizam<'3, amy, kanzul, rahmat & koko after school at gekpoh.... Bought cakes... Than celebrate pat 'tempat' biase.. heh[ never get tired of saying tt ]...... To SOMEWHERE with dian than Pioneer Mall..... Back @ 7 ??? okay that all, sory for the improper post.. Pictures will At Amys' blog, agaknyer uh... ^^

[ AND SIAK TIGE2 PAT GEKPOH SIA TADY!! AGAIN SOME OF EU OUT THERE YKNW IKNW!!!!!! WHAT A COINCIDENCE !!!!! OKAE PU3-DIAM~~~ ]

When i kiss ur forehead,means 'im afraid of losing eu'

When i kiss ur hand,means 'i adore eu'

When i kiss ur Neck,means 'i want eu'

When i kiss ur cheeks,means 'we are friends'

When i kiss ur lips,means 'i lurve eu'

By: Koko[kecyk?]

Than I........................ Eh dian??

HAPPIE BURFDAE DIAN<'3 :))

A Feww Beats from me, amirul, rahmat & ifah..

Merah sia dian's hand... Teeheehee.....

BACK FROM TusyeN....

so, wen to pioneer mall wit [other] fwens till 9... celebrate my ANOTHR fwen burfdae

in advance for tomorrow.. ADILAH**** Ate Cake AGAIN...... cinimonmeltz^^

Than too gekpoh till 10...

Lpak2 till 10:30 ^^....

HAPPIE BURFDAE ADILA

HAPPIE BURFDAE TO DYNA

IN ADVANCE^^

Aku demam ke aper sia?! Kaneyyna!

D':

Siak

2010-07-07T22:26:00.006+08:00

Ignore Me FACE !

Detail by detail:

Woke up at 6++, Missed bas & walked how inter(How stupid-.-')
went to school with Lurve...
FIRST PERIOD:
Science- science quiz(digestive system).. argh i didn revise n dapat 5/13..
SECOND PERIOD:
English, Heh, Mrs tan came back.. Lesson as usuall, Boring.. silent reading for 20 min.. Between that period of time i fall asleep & wen sleepy the WHOLE lesson...
RECESS:
Ate Cheese burger Drank bandong fer break.. I feel so weak that time n IDKY... Pening siot kepale (!)
FORTH PERIOD:
ART- Okae-Okae uh. Had hikcups... Mood swing a lil' Because Of Sumthing... N had my Uniforms pink in colour....
FIFTH PERIOD:
Mother T: BoringBoringBoring, Ish aku tak suke Larh dengar naging2..
SIXTH PERIOD:
E Maths- Again teachers NAG....... But overall Its Quite Fun wen the clas tried to make fun.... Love that period.....
SEVENTH PERIOD:
CI- When too the Comp LAB, DO SOme survey & Sleep......
AFTER SCHOOL:
When To 7-11,
Zainabs Homie With Ifah, & dian..
My Homie With Them...- Play with Danté, took taaxi tooo
PSS
went to west park to pioneer mall to 'Tempat Biase' entah maner, hehe than to gekpoh to homie @ 7:30??
Otp With baby till 10:40
AND now, Updating.....

Hais!!! ARG , Sumthing Is Disturbing My Mind.. If Only Im Strong Enough To Blast Everything Out, I Would, if Only Im strong enough to just accept the fact that 'this' are 'maybe' meant to be 'like this', i would, If only I Noe that i can improve this 'thing', i would ......

Loooooooooong Time AGO~

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........EU GO LAYAN UR 'PGP' UH........

Once upon a time,

2010-07-06T22:12:00.008+08:00

It was such a happening day that 'Why should you lie to me over such stupid reason?.. You disapointed me alort when you promise me that u won't... ' She was not able to think straight that she have to shout right to his face saying 'I WISH I NEVER MET YOU BEFORE'...

She was carried away and ran away from him... Its been days that she has tried to avoid him till he found out that she had an accident when wondering around the city.. He was not able to visit her over the holidays becouse of certain reason that her family have come out with...

When school reopan, he saw her sitting with her fwens... one of them ran up too me n said 'she has lost her memory' .... i was really upsat and walk towards her.... As her fwens was about to introduce her to me saying that im her boyfriend, i interupt them n say 'ehem, nice to meet ya, i do hope to know u more, friend' .. I looked at her face and say to myself 'Just for you, i want u to be happy without any hurts from me.. How i wish that we'ld still have a chance to renew our journey.... But maybe i knew that im not perfact for her, i think its best to leave....

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ღNISHAღ Haha! Now i Knoe Wat It means :P

Kiwek**

2010-07-05T17:56:00.007+08:00

Im just bearing with it.. I maybe getting use to it at home, school or anywhe i could be but it doesnt mean i've no haert that i could just be patient with single everything... Look at urself.. u're one selfish person who thinks of yourself.. You even dun except peoples decision even when u're not part of it.. Hah, its really funney u get that? Why bother about others in a wrong wae?? u can just might as well not bother about them better than wasting ur time thinking about the person u dislike... Just get the fact that no ones life are the same.. Theres alwaes a part wen U are diferent even with ur 'jiwe' partner....

Aku tak sebodoh seperti kau sangkekan....... Even when u're trying hard nak memperbodohkan aku... If to any budak kecik boleyh uh but to me, sory siket...

Otp wit syg just nowtil 3am... woke up at around 11+.. Bath cleaan up the houase, eat maggie, comp.... Im like spending my everydae with the same thing sia... Totally BORING except wit the otp part.. teehee^^........ Lurv eu baby.......

Syg

2010-07-05T17:27:00.011+08:00

Im Afraid You' ld Go Away Again :(( ...

Can we AT LEAST stick like the wae it is now??

Just Wan to Keep 'Tis' Blog alive....

2010-07-03T18:23:00.006+08:00

Im B.O.R.E.D AT HOME!!!!!!

And nuhting much to say... Hais...

Kae , Bye..

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There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said tht if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "now tht you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw tht her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.....

"Just take care of my eyes dear." i'll always love you forever..

LURVVESS

2010-07-02T01:12:00.007+08:00

There is two couple who realy loves each other... But Thannn,

Girl: I miss you baby...
Boy: I miss you too babe... How i wish i could be with eu...
Girl: when can we meet??
Boy: Hey, Prove to me that you love me...
Girl: Well, What you want me to do?
Boy: I have a test for eu... Don talk to me for one whole day tomorrow than the next day come to me house and we meet.. No Msging, No Caling, No Communicating at all.... Can you do that for me to prove your love??

The girl accept the test and did not even have any communication with him AT ALL..
When the following day comes, she was happily excited wanting to meet her love.. It has been days since their outing together that they've last met... She reaches infront of his house the gate was already open with quite a couple of people in there.... so i called out his name and wen in...

In just A step into his room, Her tears starts falling running down her checks and she stood on the floor feeling very shock... He was lying in his coffin & left a note for me..

Boy: Thanks you very much, sweety.. U've show ur love towards me.. I love you very much baby.. Now, Can you do it For the entire life?? Although i've gone, U will Alwaes be the ones i love... Take care of urself dear..

With lots of kisses & hugs,
Babyboy<3

Fate seperate the away... :(

HAPPIE MONTHSARIIE YG KELIME PU3...

:/

2010-06-29T19:13:00.005+08:00

History,

MS MONTGOMERY,

KAU BOBAL KELLENG UH,

alermak...

Haha, but i still like ur routine, the best of the best from other teacher i ever met.. chey...

Back to school, heh..... Not really "YAY or WOW" or pape surprizing uh....

Mr suhaimi, kau merepek.. sentiase merepek... Arg asl lah kau instructer D&T..

Fulleymak, english lu pon power uh babe.. pelat dah lah, diam2... sian* Dm takd pape, kau nak kecoh.. WTH"

Love YoU PEopLE, UR ThE ONlY OnES WHO BRight MY DAy, Thanks<3

And haha, I MISS U GUYS TOO.. I was just kidding previosly...

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HAPPIE BELATED ANNIVERSIIE TO DYNA&AMY,

HAPPIE ANNIVERSARIIE TO ZAINAB&MUS in advance,:)

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Dyna&Amy[27 january 10]

Nab&Mus[30 april 10]

Dian&Naqib[17 june 10]

Amirah&Amin[25 June 10]

Sabrina&Salihin[9 february 09]

Nabila&daniel[22 may 10]

FITRI???!

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Hais, Wheres the WE??? I miss you poeple so much.. :((

We are not like last time... can u recap???

Besides, i really really really Miss EVERYTHIN THING back then...

My friendship, relationship... Wahseyh, Wat happen?? DD":

Heh, i Knew this would happen....... SUMPAH ......

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SPEECHLESS !

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The second Song's chorus song is for eu.. <3"(

By blue cantrell....

lurvesz

2010-06-26T21:23:00.004+08:00

It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm.

I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together.
She said, "I miss you."
I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home."
She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine.
I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."

Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat.

Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!"
Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home.

Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.

But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."

We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.

She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.

She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?"
I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?"

I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.
The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence.
I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself."

She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her. I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.

She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. I was force to do this as its was for her own gud noeing that i only have a few dae to keep my eyes open...

funny funny

2010-06-24T21:28:00.005+08:00

HAHA!....

Took This pic from fb....^^

Drawn by: koko.... Heh! nice one<3....

Take a look on dy comment..'KECOHY NAK MAM'

IMY,Again:(

Make an effort for ur love if u really love them....

2010-06-23T17:32:00.006+08:00

Faris
just 4 so long never see her then like cnt pecaye

5:20pmMe
maybe u should try calling her? tru her house phone?

5:22pmFaris
she said dont call her house phone

5:25pmMe
then ask her to call u...

5:27pmFaris
her phone her mother take

5:30pmMe
hrmmm, but if she really love u.. she'll make an effort to goo to the public phone nearby and At least talk for 5 min considering tat u cant contact her in any wae..

RTYE??

SharulNizam B Mohamed Zaini...

2010-06-18T23:50:00.005+08:00

ILY+IMY=<3vm

HAHA! i enjoy chating wit dyna today!!

Kalo malas tak mao bace, boring gilerk..

2010-06-18T21:57:00.006+08:00

Boomboomboom.......
Went to ECP wit sabrina, dian, zainab, fuad, fyqo, aiqal & salihin..
laughter was made Thanks to them... especially, fiqo, aiqal for ur funny faces & dian , fuad for ur giler-ness.. Pictures will be uploaded in Fb...
reach Jp at 10...
Wait for 30min to someone to finally appear... [janji kul 10!]
blablabla, 2++ hour to east coast....
played taboo, bike and soso[sory lazy to eleborate]
Mode change a lil' wenn SOMEONE took one plastic full of beach water and bash it on me wen i dun wan to be TAT wet.. so i decided to take a ride turon naek buket sorang2 nak kereng kan diri.... hah, how stupid, i noe....
out from there at 6++, IT... fun took place in te BASS!!:DD bullied fyqo n aiqal for making noises.... took pictures for sab n ein.. awww, korang sumpah sweet gilerr..... Fuads crazy talk VS dian.... Fyqo VS fuad , sexuality in bas ,, ahhaha! soo, WTH! alight bas from ECP to Clementi to JWST61?? To jp, WActh toys story two with family... SUMPAH I CRY bcos the story is so freaking sedeyh:'( than to woodland, eat.. Home at 4 am...
RISE N SHINE at 7.30AM
TOOOOOOO, netball...
PSS-JP-SAFRA-HOMIE...^^
netball was O-kae... after tat wen to jp wit ameyra, dyna, fee...
planed to go IMM
But sadly none of us tawu camner nak gy saner Kalo Naek bas... HAHA!!
to safra, duing nuhting....
dudok2 pat bastop, dengar lagu , DYNA AND HER HEAD BANGZZ, HAHAHA!! du it again dyna.... homie At 4+... okae, bye.... [ told ya its a damn baring post (standard budak2nyer)

I WAS DAMN HAPPIE FERSTLY WEN OTW TO EAST COAST AND SECONDLY AT BLER OTW GY BASTOP... DIAN N SAB- YKNW I KNW... DYNA,FEE N AMYRA Y KNW I KNW;DD

THANKS EUU...

BLANK?

2010-06-16T00:47:00.009+08:00

I noe i have to stop to think about u.. cos it won make any diferent.. Each and everytime

would cry for eu, its like just nuhting... Wat am i to you?? you have not answer me.. I

MAY

be keeping quite.. Again, I don wan to pretand anymore... I've said this for like billions of time.. Even

for we were together... ok, Puteri have gone too much.. But can u atleast understand me?? Fwens goes like Are u really togather?? You don seems like.. well,Im not tat

DUMB

..I think i notice it before they did... Of cos we don Seems like... Look At Us! Have a goooood look..

But

Who am i?? mAybe im just a label of being ur gerlfwens"( "Eh mataer kau per.. takkan kau tak twu"

really,realy upset wen they say tis"( c'mon,How do u think i would feel?? They all have a point but i cant keep deny-ing it to defend us.. You're

NOT

helping me... I was strong before this.. But witout eu, i feel like werking alone... I look so

STUPID

infront of 'them'(Y)... Now i'll just leave it to fate.. And see wats left for me....

:'(

BOOMZs,

2010-06-15T00:00:00.007+08:00

Loonnngggggggggg time didn't update.. boleyh lah tahan...
Wen for netball training today, FERST TME THIS MoNTH..
Get scolded by miss dian but...
Hey, i only sleep for 1hr30min since i came back frm werk..
So, WTV....Anywae, nuhting much to say todae..
Beyh, only picture composition"DD..

Spent time Wit dian, sabrina, zainab n ameyra after netbal to KFC
YUMYUM!

Slack at dian's CRIB....

Meet Our new fwen BUBBLE BUDDY...!
Which only cost 60ceny:))

BLOWBOWBLOW!

Call her = SADEZ !!!

Fuad call us down so we plan to built water boom..

BOOMSZ !!!

Pandan muke, fikri kene rabak, and so as fuad...

haha!!

Truth or dare Was FUN!

OKAY, AGAIN-BORING POST<..hATE IT, LOVE IT? WATEVER...

D:

2010-06-08T16:22:00.004+08:00

Picturees of my cousins<3!

Off to chalet tomorrw, MAyBE...

2 days 1 night... And,

East coast on the 11 june...

Tuh jek yg aku leyh confirm....

Yg laen semuer, idk!!

To __ : HAPPY?!

//Misses lots and lots"(

AT WORK

2010-06-07T08:56:00.005+08:00

ARGHH!!!

I jumpe $1... WTH!!

Thats my mom's while cleaning the floor..

LOL

[I gotta feeling]

everybody's sings

Let do it, Lets do it, Lets do it, Do it, Do it

[boss datang]

Nak duit, Nak duit, NAk duit, Duit, Duit!!

HAHA!, siak uh...

I can swear its damn Tiring..!

Home at 5.30am today...

I feel like i've been in the aldult side of the world considering im the youngest at work surrounded wit aldults..

But afterall, it turn up ORH-KAEYY!! :DD

comparing to tireness, schooling is much more better..

but if comparing to funnn-essss well, of coz working..***

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okay, Boring post, i noe..

proper post next time.. bye people!

/// I mcm nak smack jek muke eu, bhy!!!

Congratzz,

2010-06-04T23:30:00.004+08:00

U don undersatnd, U won understand.. Foreve not??

Than u won win me... ~Gudbye

...

2010-06-03T19:36:00.006+08:00

SLEPT AT 8 AM , WOKE UP AT 4 PM...

CLEAN UPS', EAT , WATCH TV..

TATS ALL! BYE!

Watch this: Click here:)♥

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Don bother talking to me, kalo kau nak saket kan haty aku..

Kau nak twu sangat pasl aku aper cerite sia!

I dun mind scolding u anymore coz i dun give a bloody heck damn..

Kau ngan prangai kau yg tak betol tuh,WTH! kau fikir aku nak kan kau kalau aku single pon?!

Stop contacting me, PUHLEASE!!

And yes! GET A LIFE For GOODNESS SAKE!!

Why Aren't u agreeing wit my decision? Who are u CB?!

Leave me alone!

2010-06-02T00:40:00.007+08:00

Thank you guys, im soo happy to have all of eu...

But for this few days.. Plaese leave me alone..

I don wan end up shouting at u just like whut i did too zainab...

Imm so so sory zainab... i really didn't mean too..

Í've blast out everything why im not in the mood cs of alort of things??

You're the only ones who noes everything..

:'(

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Whuts wrong wit u poeple in facebook?!

Do u noe that its so irritating when u start asking me whuts my

Name,Age,Sing or Att and watsoever..

KAU PERGY PROFILE AKU, NAMPAK INFO KAN?! CLICK JEK UH

aND SEMUER ADER .. APE SUSAH NYER!!stop it sia.. takya act bdh uh..!

Asl kau tak tanyer aku skali, aku betine ke jantan...

Dah tuh aku dah ckp aku takd mood nak chat,

kau lagy boleyh mintak aku nombor, nak otp.. eh, lek sudah!

kau terjon dari tingkat 23 dulu.. dah sampai lantai, Kau pekek namer aku,

Pastu aku nyer DAtok sampai, bagy kau nombor aku.. Nanty kalo kau dah mampos,

kau kol aku, aru aku otp nan kau, kayy...?!

Laen yg aku tunggu kan, laen yg dtg!

Hais..

2010-06-01T19:28:00.022+08:00

Happie 4th monthsary , Shasha dear..
Have a greeeet time today ','

D':

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I went out at night to work from 6 pm to 6 am

since i cant sleep..

But sadly, it does not help me to stop thinking

of eu For ONCE..

Still, i can do my work day-dreaming-ly, hais.

THANK WHY-ORH-EU, VM...

Why i keep on Sigh-ing every single time?!

2010-05-31T02:08:00.012+08:00

This is whut happen wen my Crazie sis lay my Phone On Her Hand!!PTFF"SO, its 2:12 in the morning..I cant really sleep this feww daes.... :(

Tido-Bangon-Tido-Bangon like whut the hell..

Then i dun feel like sleeping-just stare at the ceiling in the dark, thinking of sumthing And its like usually at 3-5 AM.. Haish ~ !

Still not feeling well.. Like i say, my sickness is getting worse day by day...

-Haish-

So-Ya.. Thats all.. okae? bye...

'proper post next time aite'

Hais..

2010-05-30T16:26:00.005+08:00

Sory guys fer showing such attitude..

Im really not in the mood..

I promise to make it up to ya...

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HAPPIE MONTHSARIEE TO MUS+NAB..!

LAST LONG GUYS.. Stay happie alwaes")

2010-05-28T16:47:00.006+08:00

Plan?:

?? June- Out wit gurlfie.. bugis?

02 june- Out wit classmate.. bowling

11 June- Class outing.. BBQ-east coast

16 june- Out wit pri skol fwens.. west coast

?? June- Out wit family.. resort world?

?? june- Out wit schoolmate... VIVO??

23 june- Out wit kaki gereq, syg?.. Sentosa???

Tido Tak lena sia..

2010-05-28T02:04:00.005+08:00

Currently time now: 2 am...
playing games wit razif...

checkers: played 3 time, won 3 time..
minesweeper: played 2 time, won 2 time..
bowling: played 2 time, won 1 time..
Tic Tac Toe 3D: played 2 time, won 1 & tie...

KE-SI-AN.... HAHA!!

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Parents meetin was OHH-KAYY...... ATLEAST i PASS overall walaupon the importand subject i've failed.. thanks to art... haha!! Gud-comment frm ms kang NO bad comment.. ILY MS KANG!!.. but WTH! every wed need to stayback wit her do self study alone till 6?! haiyoo!! takpe2!! okae jek~.... haha! dyna naseb samer uh!!

LONG STORY BUT ITS OKAY I'VE TIME SINCE IM BORED N CANT SLEEP..
Ms K: u want me to tell ur mom abt ur secrets??
ME: orh, its okay she know everything already-.-
Ms K: o-kay tats gud, so i don need to tell all ur back secret to her. haha..
MOM: ya she every night otp, msg, comp.. thats the thing..
ME: OTP?! heh-susah sia nak w8 fer tat to happen... where got?
BRO: yes, sumtime..
me: than u're dreaming-heh...
Ms k: But shes quite popular in skol ryte??
Me: huh?? no larh, wrong person..
MOM: YA-TATS whut im worry abt..
Ms k: but she quite smart wit all this *** ... She would sumtime comment tat tis one is very gentlement tat one is very naughty so and so to me Before this... haha....
Me: huh no larh... Before tis only..
Ms K: so how ur tis one?? any comment??
Me: i don wan think abt tis.. i rather keep it to myself "( I've noo Bf larh..
Ms K: ya,RYTEE~ -.-

I MISS WHY-OHH-YOU"(

Home..

MOM: Pa, anaknyer dah ader bf pa...

DAD: IYEE?? LAEN kali ajak uh bf die kluar skali satu family...

MOM: Aper ajak bf die skali?? Bagi satu SWING uh..

DAD:takde, nk ader bf tuh boleyhh..

MOM: Aper boleyh?? blaja dulu.....

Siak uh dulu pri, my mom sokong my father disagree..

skarang up-side-down, WTH...

2010-05-27T13:43:00.017+08:00

Didn't attand skol t0day...

Im getting sick day by day..

Every month asyek demam jek, i wonder whut happen if i suddanly die??? hah, cheyy....

Almost fainted yesturday in skol when ms kang bring me to the sick bay... haish..

It seems like Yesturday is the last day off meeting u eyy...

Im strtng' 2 give up.. And i hate the sound of it...

I'll get use to it right, dian?? "(

:( I'll be gg to skol later on fer parent meeting.

haiss, So lazy & weak!..

Thanks fer ur concern dian, nab and sab? lurve u guys so much:/

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I had the sWeetest dream of all..

But only in dreams..

If it happen in real life,

Í say im only dreaming..

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HAPPIE MONTHSARY DYNAMY! LAST LONG GUYS..")

HAHA! Defenless, cheyy.. jkjk

2010-05-26T17:22:00.011+08:00

Im really2 sory that i have u as my victims...

HaHa, Its funny but im sorry...

You are soo patient on gurl...

Soo gentlement, but again sory...

Klarh, kali nie respeck uh.. i've gone too much...

It won happen again soon.. I guess, tengoklarh camner keadaan..

Hello, orng yg kao madsod kan tuh mataer aquh..

kau pikir klakar per??

Klo kau nak bobl nan aquh stakat nak saketkan haty aquh,

DIAM SUDAH!!

I hate it when im sick!

2010-05-25T18:59:00.004+08:00

Not in a GREEEEEEEEEEET mood..

Proper post next time people, Gud-bye..

A scene of two glass standing side by side :

Im the ones with lots of water & You're the ones that empty♥

A Broken glass:

U may fix a brokan glass but the cracks can still be seen..

Lets not get any brokan or it wont be that nice...

Slow walk on HAEVY rain

2010-05-21T21:39:00.004+08:00

GEREQ PER???

Saket tekak, Flu, Batok2, Dizzynessconfirm cause by the rain this few days...

aku mabok langgar krete pon cantek uh...

Jiwang lagy~

2010-05-20T23:07:00.005+08:00

School is
BORIIIIIIIINNNNNGGGGGG!!!!
-englishand science, failing, feel so restless n not in a good mood....
-recess, ate nasi ayam'bandung'toilet'hall'baq to class'boring-.-
-home econ 1st 45 minute do corractions, another 1 hour 15 minute class watch "descent 2[horror movie]" and im asleep(tak tenang sia tidur class biseng nak mam, terpekek-pekek!)dreamt abt sumthing nice but i've forgoten BUT i noe its a sweet dream.. my usual dream;weird..
-maths, correction, watch avatar... AGAIN SLEEP!!
-geography, watch ju-on ... tido-bangon-tido-bangan[tak tenteram]
-home at 3.......

AT HOME,
NOT IN A MOOD[AGAIN~]

TOO TUSYEN,
Thankaz to u, kakakzz2 sekelian...
You knew tat im not in the good mood during tusyen time tady..
and you manage to make me laugh hard.. thanks, i love u so much!! haish"(
-wen to tusyen at 8...
-play games between 8-9
-eat, lapak between, sang song 9-10
minah tudung, kasih mengapah, rimas, luahan haty, memangkhilafku, mimpi indah, takku sangka takku duga,stupid in love, haha, alort!
-10 to 10: 30 walk home.....(Baq in time)

I WAS ABT TO ASK U FER BRK JUST BCOS

of tat SENTENCE.. If its true im FORCE too :'(

If its not than im relief... Kalo ye pon I DUN WAN!

see whut happen if u kept quite fer such a long time,

mcm2 aku terpikir... My brain predict alort about u, yes, JUST EU!!

T T

2010-05-19T18:39:00.004+08:00

To tis sweet couple, last long:) kau wat nab nages aku wat muke kao jahanam.. haha-chey.. tc:)

ME, NAB, MUS

-MAC, pm

-633

-Home at 5.30..

Erh. story of my life...

diam korek dlm2 dulu sebelom mau berbunyi..

2010-05-18T21:53:00.001+08:00

SUSAH LAH ADER ORNG YG DENGKI SNGT....
TIDAK BERHATY PERUT LANGSUNG...

:D - :) - :l - :( - :'( - T T

2010-05-18T19:38:00.014+08:00

ONE MONTH??! WTH sia....

Im like a single-lady... THANKS...

I really don wan to think negetively but i just cant help it...

PLEASE, prove me wrong..

Im not okae if you kept quiet even fer one day TT.. You shud noe me well..

Im not like any of ur [ gurl ], Keep this in mind:(

Let the pictures do most of the talking^^

2010-05-16T19:02:00.014+08:00

HOME TODAy! NUHtING FUN!! [16052010]

haish, boredboredbored"(

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VIVO WIT MAMA N PAPA...... [15052010]
also boRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNGGGGG~~!

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[14052010]

LEPAK AT JURONG POINT WIT DEM..^^

ôtw to west coast

slacked at bas.....

MET AJIB..... :( NO SYG BUT ONLY HIS BIKE..

TAKKAN AKU MAU DATE NAN BIKE DIE KAN??!

SAT BESIDE THE SHORE, RIDE BIKE, SANG SONG..

TUH JEK, BORIIINNG~

UH BBAL UH KORANG, BOBAL-BOBAL.....

HAH! IF U DON NOTICE ANYTHING, GUD!

LEARN HOW TO PLAY ONE SONG FROM AMIRUL, HEHE..!

7:30~~ ! HERE START THE FUN!!! WOO~HOO!!!!

JIWANG WIT THEM, SANG SONG LOUDLOUD...!!

THIS IS WHERE WE START OUR STUPIDITY

WEN SHOUTING LIKE LITTLE GURL FER ONE STUPID DUST..

AND

NAK MATI SIANG MAEN JLN ON OPEN RAOD..

NOTICE WITH OUr WHITE EYES IT WAS GREEN LIGHT BUT ITS ACTUALLY FER THE VEHICLES.... SO WALK HALF WAY.. NOTICE THERES CARS APPROACHIING, LOOKED AT THE LIGHT IT WAS RAD IN COLOUR SA WE RAN BACK AND LAUGHLAUGHLAUGH..

hahahahahaha! GILER SIA!!!!

NIH LAGY SATU KALI, MAU MATI....

[PADE SUATU HARY KAMI MAU AMEK GAMBAR DI TENGAH2 ROAD, SEMASE INGAN MENGAMBIL GAMBAR ITU, KERETE PON DTG JADY KAMI SEMUER BELARI KE TEMPAT YG SELAMAT... MELIHAT GAMBR ALANGKAH TERPARANGJATNYER-MUKE KAMI TIADA DI DLAM KERANA ____________ PICET LAMBAT] HAHA, OKAE-LAME..

IF U WERE THERE U'LL NOE HOW MUCH LAUGH WE HAVE...

IN BAS[ SANG SONG AGAIN ] JIWANG KUAT2..... THANKS GUYS..

I REALLY ENOY THAT TIME^^

home b4 10... reach home, cried alort causa by those bawangzz...

mothers fwens come wit her son "hidayat"

talktalktalk, homÊ than Gud-bye^^

mengenangkan haty

2010-05-12T18:45:00.009+08:00

CORALINE

haish, im bored and down

Kakii gereqzz

2010-05-12T17:18:00.009+08:00

Thankzz for the

entertaimants...

To orng tuh pon^^

exam week

2010-05-12T15:58:00.003+08:00

Thank you v.much.... No time to finish up my geo... 15 marks gone! Thanks alot....
'failfailfail' thats wats in my mind.... ISH!

No phone fer three days, aper nih...? haiyoo...
PLAESE~~! phone by tmrw.. cancan?? :'/

Mak! home early tday... nuhting much to do.. maths n home econ paper tmrw.. wahshit... home econ?? haish... cant wait for maths.. Im soo confident wit emaths.. HmEcn-NOT!!
science don need to say, dah the end.. and so as eng and geo....
i only can 100% sure i'll pas my art... THATS ALL....!?

Only enjoy todays Jokes from mr jana n subash.. hahahaha! they sudnly give me the mood to laugh.... XD

LURVVESS

2010-05-11T18:19:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the day to: dyna, dian, amirul, rahmat, mus, amy, razif n [boy?]

^^ I enjoy talknig , laughing wit eu guys.....

Facebook

2010-05-11T18:14:00.006+08:00

Lets pretand^^

You say hey, I say hi.. You say are you okae, I say uh... You say how are you, I say okae... You say so wat are doing, I say something... Isit weird if u ask me a long question and i only ans u shortly?? Tats mean im not in a gud mood.. You say why im not in a gud mood.. I say, if you ask to me why do i wan to noe wenever i ask you questions than i'll ans back "Why do you wan to noe?" [ Ya. Thats wat i feel ]

2010-05-10T21:29:00.005+08:00

Isit u or im just too desperate???

Too impatient???

Too overdoing???

Hah! I only wish ' It Were That Day '

So bored cannt msg!

2010-05-10T21:05:00.004+08:00

Thanks fer taking my phoone awaaaaaaaaay.....
u nvr give me baq tmrrw, i'll kill you syg^^

transalate"

2010-05-08T12:00:00.002+08:00

SO gonna be stress/moody fer this few daess..
I hate it wen the 'moon come'! -.-'

SLPSLPSLP

2010-05-07T18:45:00.003+08:00

EXAMZZS??? SENANGZZZ... haha, slept in class for half and hour.. woke up wit sspotlightss..wahseyh, haevent...... Just sumting to entertain u... lolzzCrying over justin beiber?? HAHA[click here!]

STORY OF BDK2 ZAMAN SKRNG?!

2010-05-07T00:52:00.007+08:00

HAHA!!! panggel kakak pah gerl?? asl tak panggel satu family turon.. biar ribot.. N.A?? cumon luh... aku sec two, kau sec two.. kite semuer kecoh satu kumpulan sec twos... asl ader yg panggil orng over aging?? kirekan dorang besar kite kene dengar ckp pe?? sape yg kental?? sedar lah... kalo nak jumpe face to face no kakaksssss uh[extraazz]... NAK FAIR AND SQUARE KAN.... kalo tak suke kite blogblog jgn bace [as easy as ABC]..Stakat tules pat blog jek ,TK HAPI?.. beyh korang?? PAT FB APER HAL??kite HAPI GILER LAH Fb-[b] psl kiter?? kite pon takd burok kan namer ko [IN THE FIRST PLACE] sape yg start postpost ??BLOGGER ARE MAINLY FOR WAT??

NIH tak ramai orng leyh bace luh.. facebook?? SEMUER ORNG!! laen tak???
GET THE FACT FIRST SEBELOM TIS KAKAKS NAK PROTECT ADEKKZZ YG TER SYNGG^^...

Tis is life... dengar ckp orng, percaye luh sngt beyh bèle...
wah, we really do not wan to do tis but sape yg nak dragdrag lagy?? dah ok pe, diamdiam uh... memang kite pandai ckp balek... but for all ur probs, do u?? by ur ownself?? ko dah panggel kakak, ader back-ups bey kwn aku sendiri uh yg nk berdiri??

puhlease lah... -.-' Antare dorang due jek per... of coz stand up for urself.. its ur prob, hellO....if u did it, congratessz u are soo welcome to first call us kentalss.. ckp lah bnyk2 for all we cares... YOU ARE PREETY BUT CARE KO DOESNT FITS U.. ASL NK KENE BUROQ2 KAN NAMER SENDIRI??

TAK NK MENGAKU DIRI KENTL PER?
KLARH, KITE RESPECKK UH...
LAST LONG DEAR..
BE HAPI JGN LAYAN BDK NA YG KENTAL NIH LAGY..
GIVIN'UP?? DREAM ON... POMPAN NIH SEMUER TAK MESS NAN SALAH ORNG... Ingat, ko dah kluarkan namer2 AKU NAN DYNA... call us watever u like.. cox u are one of them too^^ we may be kental[untok ko jek uh] but we are not immature......
Storystory lagy uh nan kakak kau.. Gereq uh gunekan mase nih untok kite bermesre nan kau pat blg nan fb.. bestfwen for life, mmah!!

eh kalo aku, aku malu seyhh... imagine; aku nih sec two, beyh aku ader hal nan bdk primary skol??[hal adek aku mungkin??] aku rase aku paisey sey.. tuh jek yg aku mampu?? layan bdk pri yg aku so-call twu dorang kental?? i think i have better things to do.. aku kan cari dorang only wen they lay their hand on my adekk... haha... eh, aqu tak rase aqu kan lay hand on her lah, takot nahh..... O.O jgn terase eh....

GUD LUCK FER EXAMSSS TO EVERY[1]..

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

2010-05-06T18:18:00.007+08:00

MiMPi iNDaH

Kan ku cium tanganmu, sebagai tanda rindu.. kanku katakan ku cinta padamu..

WAKE UP!

2010-05-05T20:14:00.011+08:00

TO MR *: TODAYS PRASANTATION IS SPECIAL FOR YOU!!

EH, BANGON LAH.. PRANGAI MCM BINATANG.. JLN LAH SIAL!!!

TO MISS @: DULU KAO NAK TUDUH AKO, SKRNG DIE??

APER HAL NGAN KO?? BESAR PE KO NYER SERVENT? PAKAI LAH OTAK..

TO MR #: KO PRANGAI TAK TENTU PASL, KO PIKIR KALAR PE??

KAU JANTAN PE SETAN?? NO SENSE OF HUMOUR...

Borriinnnnnnnggggg!

2010-05-05T19:39:00.005+08:00

Pictures taken @ 8:30^^

~Dtang skol lambat lagy siot!!

~One more time fair conduct haiyoo!! sory bhy!!!

~Didn attande first period [science]

~wen to the toilet wit azura till second [p]..

~Satu hary suntuk dengar cikgu membebel..

~after school staybaq..

~then dilly dally gy remediel...

~dengar chikgu membebel lagy...

~finished at almost 4...

~830 wit ifah, zainab nan dian...

~home basar2 at 6...

~kk? bye...

mmahhh^^

2010-05-03T19:50:00.002+08:00

STORY OF THE DAY......

XD< 3!

2010-05-03T01:49:00.012+08:00

~~HAHA! DIAM SUDAH!!~~

My nose itchy, then my eyes, CB btol!

Can otp none stop tak?? cheyy, huhu^^

Why bother??

2010-05-02T13:31:00.010+08:00

BOYS ALWAYS WiN
BUT
GURLS HATE TO LOSE..

TO: R______,

Marah?? Well, you shouldnt be... cox think twice.. you are the wants who made us hate you guys... i rather be in the fun side than the boring side wen we've to sit one corner watching you guys playing wit ur roundovel balls... as the matter in fact im not going wit anyone thats not related to me.. Im going wit my beloved fwens and love who made me laugh out loud, excuse me.. continue hate-ing us, we'll double hatehatehate u! Thanks-NOT... orh, ya terima kasih untok belanje aku... i really appriciate it.. i do feel wrong toward you wen every recess time u have to blanje me $0.60 and now i hate you.... Thanks but , again, YOU ARE THE ONES WHO MADE US HATE YOU!

BOOMZss, LURVVESS♥♥♥

2010-05-01T12:32:00.020+08:00

HAPPIE MONTHSARY,dear!!

to me & him<3,lolzz...

MY ALL!

Still, waithing for ur calls....

i had my love abuse.. haha, siiaaaak....

I MISS YOU SYG!

"YOUR WELCOME DIAN,DEAR!!" since i cant reply ur post, i reply hereXD

countdown,

2010-04-30T09:24:00.001+08:00

countdown,

2010-04-29T20:03:00.003+08:00

countdown,

2010-04-28T20:08:00.003+08:00

BULAN PURNAMA :l [28042010]

2010-04-28T20:03:00.023+08:00

I've seen sunset, i've seen 'bulan

purnama'.. Its beautiful..

~~But i don see us..~~

Bulan yg cantik hanya timbul sekali-sekale.. Bulan yg amat menenangkan haty..Bagaikan kami yg hilang di tengah permikiran semasa bulan yg lemak pada keesokan hary dan timbul ketika kembali lagy di masa yg indah... [ Look at the moon TODAY! ]

(I noe that u've keep ur promise.. im happy wit you.. but y not just let it go?? i don mind being hurt, you don really have to take action, im the one who should be... thanks aniwae.. further more im not in a really good mood if u keep on saying again n again, i might hate u fer no reason... if u manage to forget me once, why not forget me for-ever.. my love to you IS-NO-MORE..... feel no regrate , please... I love my bf and i only take u as a fwen... BARE THIS IN MIND...)[ Ur promise, can be trusted")) thanks but im sorry-NOT?? ]

TO:

2010-04-27T19:26:00.004+08:00

I'll leave it to you, every thing is in ur hand, love...

Its always about you... I swear, i cant miss thinking about u a single bit... you are like my everything.. but u seems to avoid me?? Are you.. WHY?! eh, you don like me, please, do say it... i care abt this relationship so much .. ivve been patient.. but now, i've lost my patient which i think its not a good thing of me to feel it... please... DON MAKE ME WAIT!!!!!!

HALO

2010-04-26T15:07:00.008+08:00

Me: Hi, sombong seyh you skarang..
Him: Maner ader..
Me: Yeluh maner ader, after school entah hilang ke maner, aper you buat semuer i tak tawu.. we are like nuhthing seyh..
Him: i tak wat pape lah, after skol pon teros balek per, gud boy...
Me: uh, ryte.. I nak tanyer satu soalan boleyh tak?
Him: aper?
Me: do you still love me n do you still want continue this relationship?
Him: yyes, i want to continue this relationship [silents] ...
Me: but you don seems to. can you tell me why you have been silent for quite a long time
HIm: im busy lah..
Me: Doing wat???
Him:[silents]
Me: Haizz :( aniwae, Cross country, hu are you going wit?
Him: i've plan to go with someone else..
Me: orh, okae..... :'(

This is a dream that wen i woke up, i jotted down every single thing that i remember... Unbelieveable ryte?? To dream something about, [the future??]..... I hope its better...

Haisssssssss, :"(... Gud-Bye...